Just A Girl Called Orangy

心情语录 I

2011-06-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

最近好情绪化，不懂是为什么

是因为女生每月都有的情绪化

还是别的原因？我想，两者都有

有时候，我的情绪化，都因你而起

其实，我很讨厌抽烟的人

曾经和好友誓信坦坦的说

“我的男朋友不可以是烟民”

结果，事与愿违

没关系，那时候我就是喜欢你

因为那时候我认识的你就是这样

我对那，没意见

某天，你说你要戒烟，我不相信

还一度的质疑你

因为我懂，要戒烟是很难的

可是，你证明了给我看，你有恒心和毅力

可是不懂何时开始，戒烟变成“交际烟”

我都可以接受，只要不常抽就好了

可是渐渐的，看你抽烟的次数越来越多了

我是真的不爽了

从“交际烟”又变成了习惯

那时候看到你的恒心和毅力

我比任何人都来得开心

“我的男朋友要戒烟了，要戒烟了”

心里每天都在想那句话

直到最近看到你抽烟

我都会自己发闷气

自己在角落不爽

然后你都会问我，“怎么啦？不舒服？很累？”

可是，你要我怎么告诉你我不喜欢你抽烟？

如果告诉了你，你应该会回答我

“那时候你认识的我就是抽烟的啊，为什么现在会不爽？”

然后我就会无力反驳了

difficulty get along with bf's friends

2011-01-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

i found that i have difficulty to get along with bf's friends

i might a good communicator in the internet world

but, i'm not the good communicator in real world

i dont know what's the problem with me

i just dont know how to communicate with peoples

the funniest thing is

i'm studying the course which needs to communicate with peoples most of the time - Public Relations in degree

but how come, i dont know how to enhance the relationship with others ??

i wish i could chat with bf's friends when outing

but, i scared

i scared i say something they dont like

i scared i say something make them uncomfortable

i scared i say something make them dislike me

i scared i say something make my bf ashame ... ...

i scared a lot of thing ... ... ...

anyone can tell me, what should i do to enhance the relationship with them?

i know, u might say, just talk la

talk with them!

hmmm...i wish i could talk also

but there's a problem with me

i'm noob in talking

失眠的夜晚

2010-12-16T06:07:00.003+08:00

我疯了! 我疯了! 我疯了!

真的很想嗑一颗伤风药给自己睡觉去

明明就很累很爱睡了, 可是就是不懂做么睡不着

起来读书, 上网就想睡

可是, 当我躺上床就不睏了

闭起眼睛, 满脑子都是にほんご(日本语)

wtf ... ... ... ... =="

唉 ... ... ... ...

已经要生病的我等下一定会倒下

观世音菩萨~主啊~神啊~

千万别让我倒下, 我还有一张考卷还没考

倒下就没力气去温习了

真的要疯了

聆听者

2010-11-08T01:38:00.002+08:00

不知从何时开始，这里已不再属于快乐的部落格

慢慢变成我记载那些不愉快的事情

今天的天空，灰灰的

好比我现在的心境

也是灰灰的

突然觉得

我身边竟然没有一个可以诉说的人

可悲吗？

回想之前和知己外出时

每每我在讲话时，都会被打断

要不然，就完全没在听

:'(

当别人的聆听者久了

累了

好想...

找个我的聆听者

可是，为什么那个人没出现呢？

"你" 到底在何处？

何时才会出现呢？

恐怖的经历

2010-09-05T23:25:00.004+08:00

许久没浏览部落格的我，意外地有心情写几句

国庆日当天下午，应该是我遇过最心惊胆跳的事

在千钧一发之际，差点撞上我了

当我们把车转右进去BHP那条路

竟然有一辆Honda从榴莲街那里，向我们的方向快速行驶

他想U turn去Precious那里

那时，我想，他是疯了吗？

已经按喇叭了，可是它丝毫没减速，反而更快了

=="

就在快撞上时，Dear立刻加速，而他也发觉到了

转了方向盘

可是，还是避免不到

重重的撞上了

撞上那刻，我们的车，左右晃了晃

那一刻，我是真的慌了

前一刻，那辆车就在我的眼前，差一点，就撞到我的车座了

回神后，就下车讨论赔偿的事

事主承认是他的错，也愿意赔偿维修的费用

过后，我拿出电话要拍下事主的样子和车以确保他不会跑路 (lolz...)

当我想拍时，手不停地在颤抖，心也跳得很快

我是真的很怕

住在SS2附近的居民应该都懂

那里是不可以转出去

他还硬硬做出酱危险的事

唉~还好我们都平安无事

要不然，他会内疚一辈子

在这里，我想奉告朋友们

行驶要小心，不要做违法的事

你可能会害了别人的一生

1st year 1st sem

2010-05-13T01:56:00.005+08:00

now already mid night 1.57am

but i still awake doing nothing, so just come and update my blog

lolz~

nowadays, don't have the blogging mood, will only blogging when i NEED it

just like NOW!

(wish i could sleep well after i blogging...i'm tired actually...==")

em...should i be happy?!

because my first year first sem is gonna end on 14 May, 11.00am with Communicative English Paper

YES! i should be happy because i got 2 weeks time gather with my lovely dear

but,

why the management arranged the CE paper a week after Political Science??

the whole week is damn free and boring

how i wish i can finish it on 10 May!

then i can enjoy 3 weeks holiday le

^(#$&!(*#$

nevermind la, one more day, then i'll be free

meeting friends~meeting cousins~

and of course, my dear

so i gonna take train to PJ right after my CE paper

(yuhoo~~PJ i'm coming! ^^)

later morning i have to pack my stuff le

i think i have to carry quite a lot stuff since i plan to stay 2 weeks there

em...anything is not needed?!

clothes?! of course i need it!

skin/hair care?! yea! it do!!

make-up?! em...will make up sometimes...so...

laptop?! couldn't live without it...lolz~

myself?!!? hahahaaa...what do u think?

(what a stupid question...==")

lolz~talk a lot, but seems that i don't care about my last paper

hahaaa~actually i did worry what will coming out in the final

i'm not good in writing, even reading

haiz...><"

this paper, seems easy yet tough

for part A - reading comprehension, the article is very long

i hate to read so much!

then the vocab part, to me will be very difficult

(OMG~~@.@)

i think should not have problem with part B - writing a memorandum

the last part, essay writing

i always need a long time to start the first paragraph

then always not enough time to finish the whole essay

(@.@ faint~)

wish tomorrow everything ok

it's already late, hope can fall asleep le

night everyone...

secret!

2010-05-03T23:42:00.004+08:00

i do believe everyone has a secret or more than a secret

suddenly to write this post is because

i realized that, my friends surrounding me had a lot of secrets

and now, i can't concentrate on my study because my mind was keep inserting the "secret" word

i do not know what was happened among them

i felt that the relationship was changed!

recall back the moments we spent together

it was fun!

although i couldn't join them always

we called each other as sister and brother

but then now, er...

although they didn't tell me

i do sense it!

what was happen??

can anyone tell me?

but i know it is impossible, because it's still a secret! among them

just let it be, let time to bring the secret away...

Life at Kampar

2010-04-28T21:05:00.005+08:00

well, already back to Kampar for 4 months

and i continuous blamed that it's so boring

in fact, it is!

dear told me, always blaming will only make yourself unhappy

i know i shouldn't always blaming and try to love it with other ways

but, what ways should i love?

at Kampar, the only one entertainment is yamcha!

but, i couldn't join my friends always

why?!?!

because of i staying with family

everyone telling me,

"Oh~you are Kamparian...It's so good to staying with family"

did you guys know that, staying with family, will always heard a word, that is NO

"Mum, can i go yamcha with friends at 10pm?"

"NO! it's dangerous for a girl to go out alone so late."

ya, as a daughter, i shouldn't let parents worry about me

so, i rejected friends' invitation at night always

except going out for assignments

seeing all of them hanging together, laughing together

i feel that, i'm not one of the gang

feel that i'm a stranger to them

what should i do to not left behind?!

i don't like the feeling of being alone!!!

make up

2010-04-26T14:15:00.002+08:00

yea~recently i love to make up, especially on my eyes~^^

few days ago, i tried to put fake eye lashes

it's consider first time i put it my own

girls, do u know how long did i put it on?!?!

i used an hour plus only success

and it's still cacat one

><"

phew~why it's so hard one?!

i put and pull 100 times (a bit overstate, i know)

untill my eyes damn pain, few real lashes drop and the fake one also spoiled one site

OMG!! i'm so so so stupid!

have to practice more to make perfect!!

so, today i was playing again~

and this time, has little bit improve~

used 45minutes to finish the eyes part...

yeah!!!

it's still cacat, but better that few days ago that time

by the way, anyone can recommend to me which brand of gel eye liner is best?

and also lip gloss~~^^

please, dont recommend me MAC, i know it's perfect!

but damn expensive~

some brand that i can afford please~~^^

and i wanted to buy the L'oreal Renewal Lash Serum

but dont know is it really work?

anyone using it now??

how is the affect?!

please leave me a comment o~~^^

My Shopping List

2010-04-26T04:53:00.002+08:00

finally i got all my payment from the promoter company which i worked for them half year ago

i waited till my neck long long already~><"

all right, after got the payment, sure want to spend it

how i gonna to spend it, there is a shopping list

lolz~^^

1. equip my make up tools~feel like buying few more brushes

2. shop for make up products~like gel eye liner, lip gloss, eye shadow, L'oreal Renewal Lash Serum and etc

3. shop for some skin care, recently my skin damn dry and getting darker caused of ride bike to campus...*sobsob*

4. getting some new clothes...looking for some different style of clothes which in my wardrobe...

5. 2 long pants for attend classes

6. 2 bags, one for attend class, the other one for outing~

7. heels and sandal

8. accessories~

9. a large mirror to put in my room

10. ... ... er...cant think of it

just list down this 9 itmesssss

but, seem like, too much!!

><"

haiz...how?!

have to re-list which items are more important lo

but, will not do it now

because got to back to revision~

lolz...final is reaching soon!

bye friends~

p/s : to all of my friends and students who are sitting for final,

all the best and good luck in final~^^

My Superman

2010-01-21T08:02:00.002+08:00

我的superman入院了

我不懂，到底是怎么了

妈只是说，他的胃不舒服，还在等医生来

可是就必须入院

我很担心，真的很担心

可是，我并不能做些什么

只可以在家祈祷，祷告

希望爸平平安安，健健康康回家

妈也是，我们一家都是，

这是我多年来的愿望

没有改变过

lalala~

2010-01-19T23:31:00.003+08:00

i just realized my classes all started at 8am everyday

except for thursday

oh my god!!! help me please

dying~~><"

hahaaa

oh yea, i have problem with applying PTPTN loan

i dont know what's problem actually

i just cant 'daftar' after i filled in all the details that needed

when i click 'padam' then it was respond, all my details gone

when i click 'kembali ke ......' then it respond also

but when i click 'daftar', no response at all

swt...=="

i tried many times liao

but still the same

tomorrow have to go office and ask about it

by the way, i'm here special thanks to few friends

1st, my buddy-Jiann, he offered himself to help me get my foundation transcript at PJ campus...and he explain the step, the procedures, the needed things of applying PTPTN to me very details, it's 1000x thanks!!!

2nd, Jolin, i always call him asked for help

3rd, XiauJian, although u didn't solve my problems, but u told me where i should get help from, it's helped me a lot... if not, i'm headache-ing, what should i do for it...anyway, thanks ya~

4th, my friends, who concerned me always...thanks alot to you guys

ok, throw the schooling things

let's share a excited thing with you

yea, i'm going to join a contest, U2 Sweet Moments Contest

my friends, must come and vote for me o~~

i'll upload the website at facebook and here also

First Day of my Degree

2010-01-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

gosh! i'm late to campus 'again'

why am i saying 'again' ?

because when i'm in foundation, me always late

i thought, it wont happen in this year

but then i still late for the other class at noon

haiz . . .

today, my buddy just message me

asking me how's my first day in Kampar UTAR

i would say, it's terrible

why am i said so

the campus is too large!!

and the time table, sux!!

Monday's classes start at 8am-9.30pm, 10am-1pm

then the class continuous at 1pm-3pm

then 3.30pm-5pm, again 5pm-7pm

shit!!!!

all of the lectures arranged at different block

and all is far from each other

dont even have time for lunch!!

i'm missing PE block, because when foundation

we just completed the whole year in the same block

luckily, the rest still ok

luckily, friday class not ended too late

still manage to go PJ if i want

luckily, my soft skill - 'Emotional Intelligence at Work Place' which is on Mon 5pm-7pm

changed to Tuesday morning

if not, will drive me crazy for the whole semester!!

by the way, get to know few new friends

but, i'm still missing the old friends which are my ex-coursemates

like ZiYan, Rubber, VoonHong, TB4rians, June, SuHan, and . . . . . . . . . .

maybe my new friends will be the 2nd gang of them

or maybe not

never mind, time will prove all

2010

2010-01-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

this year is another new started to me

so, i've decided to change my blog skin

thanks to caren, my beloved cousin changed for me

it's very nice! ^^

i love it

well, starting my degree life tomorrow

for everyone, i'm sure you guys will be excited and looking forward to it

but for me, i didn't feel so

i just. . . . . . . . . . .

no idea what's on my mind now

i mean my feeling to my degree life

so. . . . just end up here

by the way, i'm going to post the post that i already missed for few months

it will be short and clear

because lazy to wrote so much now

心情低落

2009-08-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

我发觉我对家里的状况完全不了
我一直以为, 它很好
可是, 事实告诉我说, 它并不好
我, 真的很不孝
连家里的现况都不懂
这个女儿到底是怎么当的?!

我真的开始有点担心
担心很多东西
可是, 我懂我的担心对它于事无补
只能默默地祈祷, 祷告
希望, 一切顺利

我记得, 那次, ZiYan去日本时
问我要不要许愿
当时我的愿望很简单
我只祈求,
家里的每一个人都健健康康
还有, 和他的感情可以更甜蜜

现在我的愿望还是一样,
可是, 我能否再贪心一点, 就那么一点点
"我希望, 家里的一切, 可以顺顺利利的渡过"
就是这么的简单

小妹我没有任何强烈的宗教信仰
可是, 我希望, 您们能庇佑我
庇佑我们一家
我是真心地向您们祈求

朋友们, 看了这篇文章
请不要问我发生什么事
因为家家有本难念的经
我只是想抒发一下我的情绪而已
如果真的想关心我, 就请帮我祷告吧
谢谢...

my weekend

2009-07-19T02:30:00.005+08:00

yea...this weekend is very tired~
dear got the invitation cards to a cosmetic sales at Renaissance Hotel, KL
got MAC, Origins, Estee Lauder, Tommy Hilfiger, Bobbi Brown, and others
so i decided to go there and grab somethings back
since my make-up product almost finish
and i need some skin care products also

reached there around 1pm
i'm ready to shopping le
heheee...^^
when i go in,
it's does not like what i imagine
i thought will be like the shop at shopping mall
but then...erm...
i think too much liao
hahaaa...this is the first time i attend this kind of sales
for me, i more prefer to buy cosmetics at the outlets
because at the sales is too crowded,
cant ask details, no testing and products is limited~
hahaaa...=P

so, i dont feel like buying anything
but then dear is 满载而归...
heheee....
after we paid the bill
i was thinking, i should buy something also
then what i want to buy leh..??
erm...i think perfume is better
so, at the end, bought a perfume
hahaaa...=P

came out from Renaissance Hotel with 2big bags
hahaaa...
then we prepared to attend dear's bro-JiaYong's convo at KTAR
before we going, we need to fetch KunBao and JiaYong's gf-YuYing
so went back and fetched them
that's why we were late
sorry ya...><"

once we reach then we started to take pics with JiaYong
heheeee...^^
ofcourse, guys were looking for lengluisssss
><" and i hunt for lengzai too muahahaaaaa... just kidding~=P after the convo ended, then went to McD with JiaYong's family thanks for those food...^^

by the way, that was once a year Bon Odori Festival at Shah Alam
i never go before, so i asked dear to go there see
at first, i was so excited that dear willing to go
but when we arrived there
saw those cars...
OMG!!!!
the road is full with cars
round about there also no excluded...
swt...><"

have no choice, have to parked far far away from stadium
when i step in the stadium
my reaction is also the same
OMG!!
full with peoples, so crowded
but seems like so fun

walked around and met with ZhiFu & his gf
chat a while then they are left there le
and we continued our session,
eating!!!
hahaaaa...

i thought we can eat lot of japanese foods
but then we just ate Udon, Dorayaki, Ice-cream Puff, Unagi Don and a a cup of lemonade
didn't try the popular japanese food
because of the queue is soooooooooooo long
haiz...nvm la...
just save money try the most tasty japanese food at restaurant
heheeee...^^
finish eating then is photos session
hahaaaa....^^
finish snapping then decided to go back

the way to taking our car is very long
feel like cant reach there
><"
hahaaa....
i dont know how long already we walked,
but finally reached dear's red kancil
nice~can rest a while le
bleh~=P
thanks dear for driving, muackssss...^^

reached home, chat a while with mom then had my bath and rest
very very tired~~
will update the photos after i get from friends...^^

继21岁生日

2009-07-19T00:10:00.004+08:00

6月9日是我的大日子,

除了和亲爱的坏蛋庆祝
当然也少不了我可爱的朋友们

虽然, 很多已过去金宝了,
但是, 还有Rubber, 紫嫣还有LongGor
前一晚, 我们到SS2 Secret Recipe庆祝
Rubber还请我们吃她妈妈制作的榴莲kaya
哈哈~其实还蛮不错的, 只是有点甜罢了

选了4片蛋糕, 点了餐
就在那儿哈拉不停
说真的, 很开心又能再聚在一起
嘻嘻~^^

差不多9点多是, KokYen他们在金宝3G过来祝我生日快乐
有LingWei, YuLing, JiaChyi, Winston, KokChuan, KokYen, Tommy, WeiXun, and others...
(抱歉如有遗漏了你们的名字)
真的真的曼surprise一下下咯
erm...应该好几下
哈哈~~
谢谢你们记得我的生日

除此以外, 我的知己-JyyYing和护花使者-舒婷,
还没达到12点, 就致电来祝我生日快乐
还有那些祝贺的信息
谢谢你们...^^

第二天, 当然少不了和我的"双胞胎"姐妹-YiQin一起庆祝
我们俩在Jaya One的韩国餐厅吃晚餐
再过去Starbucks吃蛋糕
两人许久没见, 一见面就讲个不停
哈哈~~

虽然是迟了一天庆祝, 但我们还是很enjoy咯~^^

my 21st birthday

2009-07-17T15:43:00.009+08:00

是的, 本小姐已经21岁了
今年没有盛大的生日会
也没有梦想中的生日蛋糕

但没关系, 我有我的坏蛋Dear
陪我度过

那天我们去了TM Net activate我们家的streamyx
过后去了Sunway Pyramid逛街,
再过去Full House吃晚餐

原来Full House也还蛮偏僻的
找了好久, 还迷路呢
才找到~哈哈~~

当当~这是我们点的餐
味道还蛮不错的, 尤其是Mushroom Soup...^^

吃饱过后, 就在哪里拍拍照留念
锵锵~这就是我们的照片...

美吗?!
那里的环境真的很不错, 整间店都白白的,
很浪漫耶~~

嘻嘻~坏蛋的样子很好笑哦~
戴上那副眼镜...^^

扁嘴二人组~

嘻嘻~无聊人拍无聊照片...
哈哈~~

谢谢Dear陪我过我的生日...^^

Tag

2009-07-17T13:28:00.003+08:00

~個人題 - 10 題~
01 你叫什么：YanTing
02 你的綽號：Orangy, 婷婷, 燕婷姐姐
03 你的血型：A
04 你的星座：Gemini
05 你是男還是女：GIRL
06 你幾歲：21岁
07 你住哪裡：SS2
08 你現在的學校：UTAR
09你有沒有手機 : 有
10 承上，那是多少：huh?? 虾米来的?

~~朋友題 - 10 題~~
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 怎么只限一个罢了哦..
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: 应该没有吧！

{奇怪！沒有13-20題的}

。。。。。。情題 - 10 題。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：有
{22和23也不見了？}
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： 2
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：7-10个
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: 6个
27現在有另一半嗎: 有了
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：傻了吧...
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : 不会
30你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 沒有爲什麽，因爲我也不知道爲什麽。你問他，他也會那樣回答你。如果有人能夠回答這題，表示他/她並不喜歡他/她。
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: 當然咯！
32 你和另一半抱或親過嗎: 有啦……
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: 有
34是誰，你們什麼關係：家人,朋友
35 現在有人在追你嗎：不懂耶

。。。。混合題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：我应该会不知所措，很愕然，接受不到吧...
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：很心灰，心淡
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：能够理解
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: 曾想过, 但不会实行
40 你上課認真嗎 : 有时候~
41 你功課好不好：看情况...^^
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: MSN, facebook, blogging
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 什么是即時通?
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: 什么是即時通?

。。。。兇手題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：哈哈~June
46 这個人對你好不好：不错~^^
47 這個人是你的誰：朋友
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：当然~
49 你們認識多久了：1年了
50這個人是怎樣的人：哈哈~UTAR orientation的第一天
51这个人正／帥嗎：正！♥！
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：没有
53萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：不可能的事！

。。。。聯想題 - 10 題。。。。
{奇怪！又沒有54和55}
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：想不到...haha...
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰: ...不懂...><
58 說到憨你會想到誰: 某某人
59 說到痴你會想到誰: 我以前的朋友
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰: 我的buddy~
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: cousins 和 dear 他们咯...
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：我姐
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: Dear
64說到笑點低你會想到誰: 应该没有吧~
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰: 自己

。。。。學校題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰：Miss Vim
67你的座位是第幾排第幾個：不一定
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: 目前是我中學的一個老師
{69呢？}
70 你的英文好嗎: 普普通通
71 你的體育好嗎: 還好
72 你的数学好么: 比普通好很多
73你喜不喜歡你的校長: 没有特别的感觉
74 你的學校好看嗎: 丑死了！
75 你的班級是：foundation
76 你的班級在幾樓：沒有樓上或樓下

填后感：哈哈~无聊...=P

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位朋友他被點到了。

erm...我还是选择不点名了...paiseh~><"

my hair

2009-07-15T11:07:00.004+08:00

about a month ago, i did hair rebonding at friend's saloon
before i go, i asked my friend the price of the rebonding
he told me got 50% discount, about RM180(after discount) for the whole process
including 3 treatment!
the price is so attrated me, because the other saloon-Kimarie need RM380 and above for my hair length and just 2 treatment given
i didn't think so much since he is my friend

he told me after rebonding will looked very natural
at the moment, i thought,
the natural is mean the top wont be so 扁, and the whole hair is still maintain straight

few minutes later, when he is cutting my hair
he said he is going to do half head only
means he wont do the top just bottom only
with the korean/japan good quality rebonding paste
for me, i wont care he do the whole head or half head
as long as it's worth and straight!!
then i said OK!

when it is in processing
it make me suspicion him, will it be straight??
because he make my hair curl at the bottom!
i asked, and he answered me
"This is the korea latest technique, so is like this de. After the whole process, my hair will be straight!"
erm...my mind was thinking
'just can believe him, i think he wont lie to me cause we are friend'

finally, it's done!
i looked at the mirror, erm...how to say...
it's not straight! but also not curl
erm...and it does not looked ugly
so how?!
just can say "YES! It's nice. Thanks for helping."
after paid, walking to car
i still thinking, will it straight after i have a hair wash?!
haiz...never mind la
just see how is the result!

the start first two weeks, it's really looked not bad!
but the third week, started back to previous!
like DIDN'T do rebonding
OMG! then i text him and tell him about this
he asked me find one day go to his saloon and let him see
i thought he is going to redo
then the next text, he said he just teach me how to blow my hair and let it straight, no redo!!
and he asked me did i blow my hair dry?
NO!! and he said, "See! I already told u, u have to blow dry with hair dryer only it straight!!
WTF! before i do, he didn't tell me this!
if still so troublesome, then what is the purpose i do?!
WTF!!!

it is cost me RM100 and is not worth with it!!!
i swear, I WILL NOT GO TO THE SALOON AGAIN!!!

part time

2009-07-15T01:18:00.003+08:00

lately my expenses is much more than previous,
why??
because i'm too free in this semester
i just doing one subject only, have 2 days class only
so, many time for me to hanging out with cousins and friends
that's why my expenses increased so much!!

i decided to find a part time job
but i never do what i've said!
looked at friends around who doing repeat with me
most of them having a part time job
but i still 游手好闲 ...
><"

i cant continue be a worm
must do something!!!
must earn some pocket money for this coming august trip!!
and cover back my daily expenses
><"

by the way, i have no idea what kind of job i want to do
waitress..?? cashier ..?? or promoter..??
i more prefer promoter because it's higher pay compare with others
but i worry they send me to the location that i cant reach by bus!

at the end, i think i'll pick the job which is near to my house!
although the pay is lesser than promoter
but at least i got income!
right?!

dust & mushroom

2009-07-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

it has been a month i didn't update my blog
i rarely blogging nowadays,why..?
i also have no idea with it maybe i had changed...

well, let me update something with u guys
First, already a month i went back to college for my repeating subject
it's really boring without my ex-classmates who always made fun in the class
but still got June's accompany, thanks
we've form our assignment group which are also repeating students
hahaaa...^^
haiz...by the way, i have no idea what am i suppose to do for my assignment...
hmm...i mean, i dont know how to search for it...
i'm not hardworking enough, that's why i cant get what i want
orangy, please wake up!
cannot be so lazy anymore, u cant fail for this again!

Second, i had moved to ss2 from section 17 since the aunty want get her house back
i had find a place to stay for 2months
finally i found this house, and stay with the peoples i knew
tell you something, when the first time i saw this house
my reaction is, "OMG! how come the peoples cant live at this bad condition house?!"
there is damn dirty and many things spoiled ><"
luckily the owner is kind
she will to do the renovation and now,
the house is like a new house, except for the toiletsss and kitchen
still a bit disgusting...><
but better than before hahaaa...^^
when the house is renovating, it's so torturing
wake me up every morning to open gate for them
besides that, my house is full of dust and noisy
make me cant fall asleep
and i have to stay at home everyday since my housemates need to work
but sometimes, KunBao and Desmond will be here also
erm...will upload the photo of my new house after we clean it heheee...^^

Third, my little red laptop has recover,
i think before it is expired, i mean the warranty
the techinician came and changed motherboard and ram
hope nothing with it anymore

Fourth, finally i went to poppy last month with dear and friends
heheee...^^
we were enjoy at that night, but i still noob in dancing...><
by the way, one of them-Audrey was lost her necklace
we find the whole Poppy, still cant found it
so, it's not a perfect ending for that night...><
the next day, went to Carlsberg factory with same bunch of friends again
at here, want to thanks for Banana's invitation
visited the factory, i knew the process of making beer and a little bit of Carlsberg's history
afterwards, we can enjoy the free flow of beer and a buffet dinner
one thing to say, the environment at the cafe(i think it's call cafe...) is very good
it's built for their staffs to relax and enjoy beer after working
what a good place......

i think i stop here, will continue at another post...
see ya...^^

Genting Trip with TB4~rians

2009-05-13T13:43:00.003+08:00

last week went to Genting with TB4rians
it's consider a farewell trip for TB4
but no much people joined
just KokLong, Nicholas, JiaChyi, YuLing, Sylvia, KokYen, KokChuan, CK and Me
9 of us fit into ONE triple room
luckily it's large enough to fit in ALL of us
hahaaa...^^
by the way, thanks for KokHwa make booking for me
and also Teddy@Ashraf check in for me
thank you...^^

put down our luggage, rest a while then went to themepark
unfortunately, many games are under maintenance
it's good to maintain, but, as a consumer
we're lose
no much thing we can play
><
but nevermind la
as long as we are happy to be gather

about 7, went back to room and have a bath
then i ask ChingHong bring us dinner at RC1
because it's more cheap
hahaaaa....
thanks ChingHong and Helen very much
next time treat u 2 eat...^^

after dinner, walk walk and decided to watch movie
so, we bought Mall Cop
9 person in one row, it's abit front
haiz...no choice lor
hahaaa...we were enjoyed the movie
overall is not bad, just started a bit sienz only

after movie, went back to room and started to have fun
nicholas had bought a bottle of Absolute Mandarin Vodka
thought to have some fun
but, they didn't prepare any soft drink to mix with vodka
so, we didn't drink at the end
just play card game and eat chocolate
hahaaa...^^

and me, was too tired
so just lied down and plan to sleep
but i cant fall in sleep
because they are too high
hahaaa...

the next morning, Sylvia, KokChuan and Me woke early
for the complimentary breakfast at First World Cafe
heheeee...^^
3 of us plan to brought some food for others who is still sleeping
so, we prepare few clean plastic bag
and 'dabao' for them
hahaaa...^^

about 9am, I and KokLong went back for some stuff
sorry guys, left u guys so early
anyway, happy holiday...^^

选择题

2009-05-06T04:56:00.003+08:00

记得小时候，考试都会有选择题
有时，你会很确定地把答案圈起来
有时，你却会犹豫很久
到底哪个答案才是对的呢？

渐渐长大，面对的选择题变得更多了
不止是小时候测验时的选择题

比如，PMR过后要读理科还是商科？
好不容易完成了SPM，又要选择了
选择进F6？Matrikulasi？还是拿Diploma？
又是一项很难的选择题，对吗？

当然，要抉择的并不只是这些而已
还有其他的
例如，要选A当我男朋友，还是B呢？
要申请在C公司上班，还是D公司呢？
甚至更简单的选择题，
今晚要吃日本料理，还是随便的在SS2为食街吃呢？
再给你们多一个列子，这通常会发生在女生身上
亲爱的，这件比较好，还是那件看起来瘦点呢？

不管是什么时候，都面对着选择题，赞成吗？

我也不例外
至今，仍未做出决定
我的朋友，我想，你们应该懂我在面对怎样的选择题
烦恼了酱久，还是。。。。。。
唉~

后语：
当人面对选择题的时候，往往都会很难抉择
不管是成人，还是小孩，都一样

我相信，你，都曾面对过
或者是，还在面对着吧

house for rent

2009-05-04T21:59:00.020+08:00

here it is the house available to rent from now onwards at kampar [near to utar]
it's a new house (4 rooms), fully furnish
included study table, cupboard, bed, shower heater, and ceiling fan
rental for the whole house is Rm1200 not included electricity, water, and streamyx
if you are interested in please contact
Mr.Tan, +6012-5221119, +605-4661066
and who need streamyx services, you can contact
Ryan : +6012-5039413

the most right one is available

Address : 2028, Seksyen 2/2, Bandar Barat, 31900 Kampar, Perak.

front

living room

(oppsss~~my aunties was captured...hahaa...)

downstair : one room, public bathroom
..........................Room 1 :

taken from outside

taken from inside

second floor : 3 r00ms

..........................Room 2 : Master room, with toilet

master room

bathroom inside master room

..........................Room 3 & 4 : single room with toilet (not sharing)

from inside

from outside

Mint Lauching

2009-05-04T01:18:00.011+08:00

i had attended a new magazine-Mint launching on 17 April with dear and friends at The Loft@Upstairs

Mint Magazine (RM5)

that night entrance is free because we bought the magazine which included invitation card
each invitation card for 2person to entry
so...i asked my 'twins'-JoJo to go with me

when we arrived there was just 6something
so we decided to have dinner at mamak before we go in
(because it's too ealry liao)

KL Tower taken by dear...

after dinner, we queued up at there
the first 100 people can get a gift bag
and a bottle of liquor drink for each card holder

...the gift bag...

inside the bag got lot of things

note book, mug, play card, station one cafe voucher, t-shirt, mentos chewing gum, towel, and etc...

found 2 tables but without chairs
so...just standing lor and chat with JoJo
and take pictures around...^^

MyFM DJ are invited to host the magazine launching
Andrew Tan and Daniel Lee also invited to perform singing

after few hours, started for lucky draw session
i was so excited and praying so hard so that i can get something back
after few moments, i thought i wont be so lucky
because i dont have this luck for 20years
so, will not get anything de la

when it's Nike sport shoes(female) turn
my eyes were bling-ing
wished i could get it
i wish i got a Nike shoes long long time ago
when Roy called my name, i was stunt and think
it that me..??
when MeiYan called my name again
i was so so so so so surprise
it's me!!!
hahaaa...i didn't expect i could get it
although i praying hard
hahaaa...=P

that is my shoesssss~~

when i came down from the stage
i heard JoJo name was called by MeiYan
hahaaa...it's so coincidence
JoJo and me was born in the same year same month and same date
and now, both of us also got the prizes
hahaaa...^^

after the launching ended
stayed for a moments
then we left and went to yamcha session
^^

another Sunday

2009-04-13T21:17:00.008+08:00

yesterday when we were on our way to PC fair
dear suggester that changed destination to Low Yat Plaza and Times Square
because what i wanted to buy can found in Low Yat Plaza also
besides that, PC fair was too crowded
so......just changed
heheee...^^

after we park our car at Times Square, then walked to Low Yat Plaza
erm...my budget is about RM400
but i got lot of things want to buy
a wireless modem + router, a new mouse, 2 hard disk and a pendrive
(my bro will pay for the pendrive because he asked me to buy)

we straight walked up and and asked for the price
after asking, the price for modem, mouse and pendrive is ok
but the price for Western Digital hard disk is quite expensive
my budget is just RM300 for 2
so, i just bought a D-Link wireless modem + router, a Logitech pink color mouse and a cool pendrive
totally spent RM286 for all
bankrupt liao le
*sobsob*

cool pendrive~

afterward, thought to shop at Times Square
but, it was raining cats and dogs outside
we cant back to Times Square
so just decided to find a cafe have a drink for the rain stop

when we were heading to Old Town
someone is giving leaflet
the shop is selling some snack which got durian, cempedak and red bean as filling
i've been attracted by the durian filling
so....queued up and bought 3pcs/set costs RM5.90
i like the crispy crispy the most
it's really tasty
feel like eating somemore

TropiFruits

all is durian filling...yummy~~

the rain was small a bit, so we decided to back to Times Square and tea at Old Town
but Old Town in Times Square already full
so we went to Gasoline which located opposite of Old Town

erm...one thing i wanted to say
the Gasoline of Times Square is a bit poor compare with the Gasoline of Look Out Point
because what we order is sold out
swt...=="
and the taste is a bit poor

Momocha

this is Cappu Cappu, i love the coffee jelly...^^

with naughty dear at Gasoline, Times Square
(tried to catch the right angle...hahaaa...=P)

actually the environment there is not bad
but too cold
both of us were shake
so tried to sit more closely to get warm from each other
hahaaa...=P

after the "tea", went back and wait for 2nd round with dear's bro
while we were waiting, i looked at dear's scar
it was a heart shape, so unique, right??

the scar is in heart shape

so we ended our Sunday in GSC, 1-U by watching Fast & Furious
it's so nice, started to love the cars
gotta watch all the series of it
hahaaa....^^

Look Out Point

2009-04-13T16:18:00.006+08:00

finally went to look out point with my dear
heheee...^^
climbed all the staircases to reached the top to see the nice view of KL
it's so tiring, but enjoyed
^^
afterward, we had our "dinner" at gasoline
dang dang~~that's what we order

Chocolate Milk Shake

Shacha Lamb Chop

Black Pepper Butter Chicken Chop

overall it's taste good
although the shacha lamb chop looked a bit disgusting
in fact, it's the most tasty one
hahaaaa....^^
erm...hope can go again to enjoy the nice view with nice foods and drinks
^^

'Qing Ming'

2009-04-07T00:30:00.012+08:00

went back Kampar for 'Qing Ming' last friday
last year, i was not at Kampar because i was working in Genting during that time
haiz...>< luckily this year i managed to go back
i was so excited to 'visit' my grandma and grandpa on Sunday
well, that day i was tumpang friend's car back
about 11.30 reached my home sweet home
then sleep until the next day 11am only i wake
hahaaa...so tired~
after all clean up, went downstairs to had my brunch
long time didn't eat mum's cook already miss it much!!!
hahaaa... when i having my brunch mom is making some cake for Qing Ming, it's called 发糕
it's tasty than bought at outside

made by mom

afterward, sitting in the living room watching astro
but no much programme to watch
it's so boring
so just walk here and there see this and that hahaaa...><

about 4pm, my 7th auntie already reached Kampar with her family and bigger aunt
then my uncle suggested to go pasar malam eat 'luk luk'
so, all of us agreed with him and went out at about 6pm
unfortunately, it was started to rain when we are on our way
in the end, we were enjoyed 'luk luk' under the rain hahaaa...^^
while we were waiting for my aunt to pay for 'luk luk'
Caren and i thought of my old house
because the pasar malam just in front of my old house
which i stayed for 12years
i got lots of memories at there
unfortunately, i didn't take any photos when i left
so, Caren and i decided to take photos of my old house now

yeah~it's was my house before

now it was become guardian hahaaa...
miss it much!!!
after ate luk luk went back and waited for others aunties come back
hahaaa... about 9 or 10, 5th aunt and 10 aunt also reached here
and few aunts is coming on Sunday morning
few of us-Cousins were chatting in my room
and my 7th uncle gambling thru internet
he was addicted to internet muahahaaa...

Sunday morning, we woke up early
prepared to go 'visit' my grandparents
as usual, dad bought something called 炸丸
which all my cousins, uncles aunties love it much since long time ago
it's crispy and the taste is very good
i believe, only Kampar got this tasty snack

炸丸

after all the preparation, we were heading to 富豪三庄
and started to 拜拜 and burn things for grandparents

拜祭品

my cousin-Xian is showing his muscular arm

it's so sunny

Mid Term

2009-03-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

today get my mid term test result
quite satisfied with it
my psychology get 16/20 and my business maths get 38/40
quite high...hahaaaa...^^
actually this mid term test is quite easy
so that i can get higher marks
so this coming final must work ore harder to achieve my goal

i do remember last 2 semester i done badly in all the subjects
no matter in mid term or final
this sem might is the turning point to me
hope that i would not disappointed my family again
must work hard work hard work hard work hard!!!!!!

2009-03-29T01:05:00.003+08:00

...Happy Birthday My Dear...

thanks Carriene edited for me
it's very nice
feel like learning photoshop now
actually i wanted to learn long time ago liao
but......
i dont have photoshop software
so today just copy from Carriene
but it's not the latest version
tried to edit some photos
but failed
hahaaaa...

so i must ask the expert one
then......who is the expert one leh??
of course, is my roommate-Carriene
she is very pro, always edited photos of herself
and it is very very very nice leh~~
heheee....

i must learn it as soon as possible
heheee...i want edit photos~~~

earth hour

2009-03-28T20:39:00.002+08:00

well, i off my light already
because somebody keep shouting at outside
stupiak!!!

haiz...just myself in room
not really dare to off
but then the stupiak neighbour keep shouting at outside
siao people...=="
so have to off la, no choice

still have 39minutes to go
hope it goes faster
hahaaaa...bleh~=P

surprise

2009-03-28T13:58:00.008+08:00

yesterday celebrated buddy-JyyYing's birthday at Kissaten, Jaya One...

Happy Birthday Banana~~^^

after celebrated her birthday, KokHoe came to fetch her back UT
and i tumpang his car also
hahaaaaa~~
thanks KokHoe...^^

after i reached home, started boil water for my bath
and remove the make up which on my face for whole day liao
after all cleaning, resting in front of PC and chat with dear

he said he got thing to give me
will find me late abit
when he reach, i thought he is just giving me his hard disc
but i saw a SASA bag on his hand
wondering what he had bought
is that for me...??
or it's not belong to me...??

but then he pass me the bag and his hard disc
i see into the bag
wow!!! the thing that i wanted to buy long time ago
i was so surprise and touch
i didn't expect he buy me this
i..................................
so so so so so so so so so so so happy...
hahaaaa...^^

dear, i love the surprise u gave me yesterday
it's really unexpected
I LOVE YOU much...muackssss....^^

banana

2009-03-24T10:00:00.004+08:00

yesterday i done my part of my psychology assignment
but don't know is it correct or not
this assignment make me realized that how bad is my english level
how could i wish i am a english educated person or so called "banana"

i read over and over the article that i found in internet
but i cant get any points from there
in fact, that is the one i need

i did wrongly at the first time
then yesterday redo again
but when i facing the laptop
my brain is totally blank
i think and think and think...................................
read and read and read..............................
but still cant think of anything to write

facing the laptop for few hours, just wrote one sentence only
how sucks is my english
if i were a english educated person,
i'll be more understanding the article,
will be more easy to write what i want
how could i wish i am a banana......

fall asleep

2009-03-11T02:56:00.003+08:00

lately, i found that i hard to fall asleep
even i'm tired with my daily activities
><
what happen to me o..??
sighing...i wanna sleep leh
always cant wake in the morning
always missed my bus ride in last 2 sem
always cant get taxi when i really need it
swt...=.="

haiz...is it because of pressure??
or i think too much??
then what make me so pressure leh??
erm...i think besides study
still is study matters
hahaaa....><
then what am i thinking of leh??
hahaaa...i think the ans is stated at above
><

oh god!! please........please let me sleep
i dont want to be panda
i dont want to miss any classes
i dont want to miss my bus ride also
it's troublesome to get a taxi
even though it's no passenger inside
><

珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女人

2009-03-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

* 她总是问 : 你在哪 ? 你干什么呢 ?
- 她很关心你 , 只是想跟你说说话 ; 你不给她发信息 , 她很矛盾 , 怕你在忙 , 但又忍不住想你 . 换了别人 , 爱干嘛就干嘛 , 她根本不会去关心 . 所以请你一有时间就问候她一下 , 让她放心 , 让她知道你心里有她 . 她总是主动联系你 , 她会觉得她贱

* 她说 : 天冷了 , 记得多穿衣服 ~
- 不要嫌她烦 , 不要说她像你妈 , 你妈妈有时可能都比不上她对你的关心 . 换了别人 , 冻死也不关她的事 ! 她知道你不傻 , 她只想让你知道她心里有你

* 她说 : 我不高兴了
- 不要怪她无理取闹 , 她不是真的不开心 , 只是想你了 , 只是想要你几句安慰的话 : 乖 ~ 别闹了 ~

* 她总说自己又胖了或者长得不够漂亮
- 不要觉得她嫉妒别人 , 她只是怕在你眼中不够完美

* 她总说你看谁谁谁他们怎么怎么样
- 不要说她贪慕虚荣 , 总羡慕别人 , 她只是想让你知道怎样做能使她高兴

* 她说你看谁多有钱 , 长得多帅
- 你不用生气 , 在她眼里 , 你是最好的 , 她只是想让你为了她努力奋斗

* 她不分场合的抱你 , 吻你
- 她不是炫耀什么 , 只是想让别人知道你俩有多好

* 她总说她会帮你 , 让你有事找她
- 其实她知道她帮不了你什么 , 她只想让你知道你还有她 , 她永远在你身边陪你

* 不论是过马路还是走在哪 , 她用手死死拽住你的胳臂
- 不要说她粘人 , 她只是告诉你她信任你

* 她总是走在你的左边
- 不要说她多事 , 她只是想离你的心更近一些

* 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气
- 别说她小气 , 不信任你 , 她其实是在吃醋 , 这表示她十分在乎你

* 她爱忧伤 , 爱掉泪
- 别怪她多愁善感 , 她只是缺乏安全感 , 你要知道 , 她很少会为别人流泪

* 在买东西时她总征求你的意见
- 别说她没主见 , 依赖你 , 她只是尊重你 , 凡事以你为先

* 出去吃饭 , 她吃得很少说吃不了 , 让你替她吃
- 别说她挑食或者浪费 , 她只是怕你吃不饱

* 买东西她总买便宜的
- 别说她小气 , 她只是想为你省钱

* 给你买东西 , 总买贵的
- 你可能不需要 , 不喜欢 , 但别怪她浪费 , 她只是想告诉你她可要把最好的留给你

* 跟你在一起总爱玩失踪
- 别说她淘气 , 吓唬你 , 她只是爱看你急着找她的样子 , 证明一下她对你来说是重要的

* 她总假装生气转身离开
- 记住 , 她不是真地想走 , 离开时想要被挽留

* 她会突然冷淡你 , 或向你撒娇
- 别怪她孩子气 , 她只是想让你哄哄她
永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水 -- 解渴 , 却无味

* 你迟到 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她紧张你 , 她怕你出了什么意外

* 你抽烟 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她担心你的身体健康

* 你喝酒 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她担心你酒醉后没有人照顾 , 更怕你在酒吧会出什么事 , 留下她一个人

* 你身上被发现有别的女人香 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她在乎你 , 你是她的所有 , 她不想跟别人分亨你

* 你臭袜子乱扔 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她关心你 , 她怕有一天你会被自己的臭袜子淹没 , 所以她要先把你训练好

* 你忘记她的生日 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她对你有所期待 , 她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日

~ 女人是最讲理的动物 , 她的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由

~ 女人也是最不讲理的动物 , 她的理由经常令人无法理解

女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事 , 发一场大得不能再大的脾气 , 因为女人对身边的男人有所

要求 , 有所期望 , 所以常常会失望 ; 失落 .

因此 , 女人容易对男人发脾气

身边有个会向你发脾气的女人 , 其实是一件多么幸福的事 !

而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人 , 对女人是最大的折磨 , 也是莫大的幸福 !

假如有一天 , 她不在为你生气 ..
留下的只有漆黑的房间 , 慌乱的心跳 , 述说着心灵深处的痛楚 ,
那寂寞的思念 , 那暗淡的惆怅 , 还有那幸福的幻觉 , 独自呓语 !

当有一天 , 女人不在对男人发脾气的时候 , 那么一切就即将结束了 !

erm...a nice post from panda
so just copy and share with u guys
quite agree with that...
heheee...^^

brainless

2009-03-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

my sis called me just now
she told me something about my cousin
he is one year younger than me
means he is 20 this year
although he is 20 this year but he really brainless

the story is talking about he have to make a decision
where he wants to further study
he just finished his 统考
at first, he told his mom he wants to study tour guide in KL Cheras
the college he mentioned, we never heard before
so, my sis asked him, is the college admitted by government
then he act nothing in front of my sis
after we were left, he said to his mom
“她当我是傻的咩，酱都不懂”
OMG!!! my sis just wants to care on him
he.........speechless

ok...next, he suddenly said to his mom
he dont want to study tour guide already
he wants to study business management (something like that)
in Inti
sweat...he really smart...
choose a costly college
his mom told him that she cant afford the tuition fees
u know what did he said?!?!
he said, “我做什么你都不支持我的”
*faint*
he didn't consider is his parents can afford the tuition fees or not
he said he can apply for scholarship
what i know, his result was just so so only
how to apply..???

afterward, his mom asked him to choose UTAR
u know what did he answer this time?!?!
my friends, please do not get mad
after see the answer
he said, “UTAR是给不会读书的人读的”
in english, "UTAR is for the people who is not good in study"
(i think the english version is like this...)

what the fuck!!!
he very good in study meh?!
talked like this
=.="
he really brainless
always didn't use his brain well

my dinner

2009-03-05T19:13:00.004+08:00

dang dang~~here it is....
what i cooked for my dinner this few days
just some simple dishes

白菜, 炒鲍鱼菇, 枸杞帝王鸡

炒包菜, 蒸蛋, 胡椒鸡排, ABC汤

phew~finish eating and resting now
feel like sleeping
tired with the housework
wash my clothes after my class and cooked for dinner
><
although it's tiring, but i enjoyed to cook
(erm...i like to cook, but i dont like to wash...heheee...^^)
i think tml i going to cook again
since still got some chicken breast haven't finish yet
better finish it before it's busuk
hahaaaa...^^
ok la, just stop here...
going to have a short nap...
sleepy~~muahahaaa....^^

failure

2009-03-02T15:44:00.005+08:00

well, today was the first day of my third semester
the feeling of going back to uni is quite good
because can meet with friends

ok, let me tell u what subjects do i have in this sem
1st - socio psychology
2nd - business maths
erm...social psychology totally is the new things for me
i never learn it in secondary school and also in F6
then what is business maths..??
i think business maths is about stat
the chapters are included Functions, Differentiation, Integration, Statistics, Probability, Probability Distribution
all these is so familiar to me
that was included in F6 syllabus
shouldn't be a problem to score, right??
in fact, there is a BIG problem to me
i failed my maths subject in STPM
i worry i fail again in this semester
although i learnt it before, but it's already been 1year plus i didn't do it
haiz...really worry about this

by the way, my last semester result was not good
i failed one of the subject
so, this sem i have to repeat for the subject
no more resit for this semester
swt...=="

but, one of the good news is,
my gpa for this sem is higher than last sem
got a little bit improvement, just a little bit
although this sem i get more than 2.0 but overall,
my cgpa is still not more than 2

so, this sem i have to put more effort to get at least 3.0
then only i can continue my degree
if not, i have to repeat and waste one more semester

must gambateh gambateh gambateh!!!
friends, who didn't take this subject before
let us gambateh together
and friends who is expert in it,
please help us~~
hahaaaa...^^

窥看暧昧男8招数

2009-02-20T12:04:00.007+08:00

暧昧让人受尽委屈？你或许享受着他带给你的暧昧关系，却不知道这进一步踏入暧昧男施展的招数中。

1. 他说你是第一个想到的人
天空下雨了，他打电话告诉你他的心情不好，想找人聊天，而你是第一个他想倾诉的人。你听着他的诉苦也一样难过起来。他说谢谢你因为空出时间听它发牢骚，并告诉你没关系他会找办法解决。隔天他像失了魂，一点都没再提及让他难过的事情，很快复原。

2. 常MSN互通简讯
现在科技通讯发达，透过网路和手机通电户绝对是平常之事。但是两人一上网，打开密密麻麻的联络人名单，找的却是对方。MSN里充满了调情，暧昧的字句，那种拨弄着之间情绪高涨的心里话，嘀嗒嘀嗒随着键盘的声音传送出去。夜深了，电脑关上，电话传来简讯的来电铃声，他说：“今晚如果有你在身边我想我会睡得更好！”你辗转难眠。

3. 没有让你知道他全部
和他聊天，你们很愉快。但是问到他的个人事情他变得有点谨慎。话不多但却会让你知道一点点但不是全部。你不问他就不说。他对爱情观的意见从不提及，但在各方面的谈天内容却让你惊讶，他能够让你开心一整天。

4. 借故送小礼物
认识不久，他会记得在佳节的时候送你一些小礼物，祝福你过个愉快的假期。对于礼物的说词，他是用了一些时间准备，希望你看到他的心意。拿过礼物，你们回去喝个咖啡看电影，他会帮你付钱，就像情侣会做的事情，差别只是你们始终没有牵手。

5. 有意无意肌肤接触
和他约了在咖啡厅见面，见面时心情忐忑不安，他的出现让你更加的脸红耳赤。这时他伸出了那厚厚的手掌，抚摸了你的脸庞还有头发一下，说你今天看起来还蛮漂亮的。手很快的缩了回去，你会惊讶他刚才的动作但却没有厌恶的感觉。每次他都摸一下你的手臂，脸颊，你也是互不抗拒并且喜欢这种感觉。但是他始终没有碰过你的小手。

6. 感冒时他提醒你盖被
你生病时，他知道了很担心。但是他没有上门探望你，只是在晚上临睡前回传简讯告诉你要记得盖被，不要着凉这类的关心话。画着他知道你又未通，吃饭时间都会简讯你不要饿肚子。

7. 他没有否认别人说你们在拍拖
别人看在眼里，觉得你们常常混在一起，却没有看过你们牵手，纷纷谣传你们在秘密拍拖，你极力的否认但他一句话也没有说，别人问到的时候他只是笑笑带过。

8. 你他之间亲密称呼
时间久了，你们不在称呼对方的名字，有时会以小傻瓜，亲爱的来称呼对方。你觉得这些字眼很舒服，因为你感觉到了被疼的想法。而他时不时都爱对你又时候的小动作或糊涂说词给冠上“我的小傻瓜，你为什么吃到了？我快等到花儿也谢了”，做出让你温暖的攻势。

“结语：暧昧不是认真感情
如果你觉得暧昧不需要负责任，而且可以感受到他对你的关怀，那这个想法是错的。因为他对你不是真感情，你只是他暂时的感情代替品。暧昧男多半是不想被爱情捆绑着，所以选择和女生进行暧昧游戏。而且身为女生，你必须要有心理准备这种关系随时会崩塌，关系脆弱得可以，因为暧昧只是建立在两者间的爱情需求，一旦找到另一半，你很快就会被遗忘。你也没办法确定他是否只是对你一个人暧昧，其他女生他都没有暧昧吗？光想到就可怕了。所以如果遇到暧昧男，你可要当心了。”

爱玩暧昧星座前3名 :
第1名 ♥ 天蝎座
暧昧在天蝎座这里的转属解释是“神秘”！对保护自己很敏感，害怕亲以的表露真心会伤害自己和对方，或者是担心因此失去选择最佳伴侣的机会而后悔莫及，没有纯度百分百的决定和真心，天蝎座会将暧昧进行到底，要注意的啦。

第2名 ♥ 双子座
暧昧是双子玩转爱情游戏的一大方式，也可以说是他们的一大本能。讨厌爱情生活一成不变的双子座，更加喜欢精彩又新鲜多变的恋爱感觉，所以他们需要多方面发展，不停地去发现值得深入了解的对象，广泛培养“爱人”的一个星座哦。

第3名 ♥ 天秤座
如果爱搞暧昧的队伍里没有天秤就太没天理了！他们有最好的先天条件，让人无法抗拒，处理感情事也有风度：放肆温柔对待身边的每个人，乱放电也是经常的事，而且绝对不轻易伤害追求者的心，处处留暧昧，因此天秤向来是桃花王。

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最近太无聊了，看了杂志的一篇文章，觉得还不错就决定把它们一一写在我的部落格里。
写呀写，让我回想以前的我，
以前还是个黄毛小丫头时，经常都会和朋友有暧昧不清的关系
可是对方都不是我校的同学，都是别校的，还是怡保的呢
是不是在好奇，为什么我会和那么远的人有暧昧呢？
那是因为我参加的社团，都会和外界接触，
自然而然的，就认识了别校的人
慢慢的，就如上面所说的，8招数，一一都用在我身上了
当时，我真的觉得很甜蜜，很窝心
可是我发现，当对方要有进一步的发展时
我却觉得感觉不对了
就立刻终止那暧昧不清的关系
可是却终止不了另一个暧昧关系的开始
就这样，一直在循环
直到去年sem1 break的时候，又继续和某个人暧昧的SMS，MSN

可是这次的感觉不一样了
没多久，我们就在一起了
直到现在....................^^

Tagged

2009-02-20T09:28:00.002+08:00

erm...saw it from orange's blog, feel free, then just do it...bleh~=P

100 Truths About Me

001. Real name → Tan Yan Ting
003. Nickname(s)→ Orangy
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → Female of course
006. Elementary → S.R.J.K. (C) Pei Yuan
007. Middle School → SMJK Pei Yuan
008. High School → SMK Seri Kampar
009. College School → Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman
010. Hair color → half is black, half is red + brown
011. Long or short → erm....long i think...
012. Loud or Quiet → sometimes loud, sometimes quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → .........................
014. Phone or Camera → Camera phone
015. Health freak → A little of course
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink...^^
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yessss
018. Eat or Drink → =.="
019. Piercings → 4~~
020. Tattoos → Don't have, i'm a 'guai guai lui'...

(i think 002 is missing.......)

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 5 years old
024. First best friend → erm...can't remember
025. First award → 1st runner up of cooking competition...
026. First crush → My classmate, haha~
027. First pet → Don't have
028. First big vacation → Singapore...15-16 years ago liao...><
030. First big birthday→ i think when i was 4 years old...><

(029?)

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Ate alot...
050. Drinking → coughing medicine
052. I'm about to → do something meaningful
053. Listening to → nothing is playing in my laptop now...
054. Plans for today → erm...no plan yet...
055. Waiting for → someone...

(Again, where is 051?)

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Kids...erm...Evilssss, but sometimes they are cute...i dont know, just 'shun qi zi ran'
059. Want to get married? → A good question, same answer, 'shun qi zi ran'
060. Careers in mind → A PR manager...

(Number 056 and 057 are gone too...)

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both
074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → erm...no idea

(walau~~~many is missing....)

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Never
081. Ran away from home → Thought of it
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Of course no la...
083. Killed somebody → =.=" lame question...
084. Broken someone's heart → Yeah
085. Been arrested → erm....hmmm....mm....
087. Cried when someone died → Always

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Sometimes
090. Miracles → Yes.
091. Love at first sight → Yes.
092. Heaven → Of course, I've seen much more.
093. Santa Claus → Yessss.
094 Tooth Fairy → Yessss
095. Kiss on the first date → Yessss.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yessss.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ..................
099. Do you believe in God? → Hell YEAH
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people → Is there a need? I'll pass that...

where got 100 questions..???some is missing...><

Valentine

2009-02-17T10:26:00.007+08:00

thanks dear for the valentine present...^^
this year is the first time i celebrate valentine with the person i love...
i really really really happy...^^
the day before valentine, dear has bought me a big teddy bear and a couple t-shirt
he put it on my bed and waiting for me,
but that night i was drunk so i didn't notice it...
when i saw it, i was surprised and happy...
dear bought me a teddy bear~~so sweet...^^
and its named 笨蛋...
heheee...bleh~~=P
dear, i love u...

heheee...it is 笨蛋...^^ muacks...

14/2, we spent our day in genting with lester and yvonne
we were happy and enjoyed...
went to indoor themepark, took pictures around, tried to enter casino
but i failed, because i still under age...><
hahahaaaa...is ok...
i still enjoyed the trip with dear...muacks...^^

sunday, we reached home at 4...
we were tired and sleepy but night we still went for a movie-Look For A Star...
(actually is me want watch movie, sorry dear, know u are tired, still asked for it...)
heheeee...^^
the movie quite funny, but the ending is just okok only...=P

hmmm...i wanna say,

..................................................thanks dear,
..............................................................................and
...................................I Love You......^^

坏蛋dear & 笨笨的我...

新年& 考试

2009-02-12T16:06:00.007+08:00

许久没浏览部落格的我,
是该写写东西了...
不过我想应该会长话短说吧...
(懒惰写酱长...=P)

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新年过的好快, 那几天都很忙...
忙着去拜年,
忙着和表兄弟姐妹赌一把,
忙着吃佳肴, 小吃,
忙着收拾东西会PJ...
哈哈~~

年初一, 和往年一样,
一家人去怡保吃点心, 拜年去...
过后回家后, 我又继续和老朋友们去拜年...
令我意想不到的是, 我的老同学们的妈妈们,
都还记得我是谁, 什么名字...
为什么我会意想不到, 是因为我们甚少联络,
中学时, 我们也不同班...
而其中两位朋友的妈妈是我小学舞蹈班的老师,
我还记得当年我还参加学校的表演-'献给妈妈的康乃馨'
过后还有在'青团云文娱晚会'公开表演同一个舞蹈...^^

年初二, 回外公家吃团圆饭...
不过今年比往年少了很多人
少了阿姨, 少了小舅一家人...
不过我们还是很开心...^^
大概4点多, 我又跑去拜年了...
哈哈~~好忙哦...
每年的年初二, 我家都很热闹的
十个姑姑都会回来...
可是今年比较少, 有的没空,
有的是因为不够房睡而没回来...
(哈哈~~不过年初三还是会看到他们...^^)
不过, 表哥表姐们都已大了,
有的结婚成家了, 有的去找女/男朋友了,
有的在外国深造而没能回来
很怀念我小时候的新年, 超级无敌热闹...
像菜市场那样...哈哈~~=P

年初三, 待在家里和表兄弟姐妹们玩...
过后, 年初四, 要离开了...
唉~~
由于, 星期一要考试, 而且我又很多东西要带回来,
所以就跟姑姑的车早点回来咯...
回去但没回PJ的家, 因为好像没人在...
那就只好去Panda家打扰了...
哈哈~~
那天我们去了'东禅寺'
他们说那里的花灯很美, 可是, 我看了还好...
可能是因为白天的关系
所以, 看不到它美丽的那面...
过后我们去了Port Klang的'港村海鲜馆'吃晚餐...
他的招牌-妈蜜螃蟹, 超级无敌好吃...
哈哈~~
回家后, 我们又继续玩Pet Society...

初五, 我们去了'天后宫'
不论是东禅寺, 还是天后宫,
都挤满了人潮...><
人山人海...
在那里, 求了一支签,
那签文, 好像不大好...
唉~~没关系啦, 只是求来作参考而已,
并不能完全的相信它...
回家后, 我们三个又继续玩Pet Society...
哈哈~~中毒了...=P

星期六, 回家去了...
那天dear也从JB回来,
可是他得过去老板家的open house后, 才找我...
很挂, 很挂, 很挂, 很挂念他~~
晚上, 终于见到他了...^^
很开心...

星期日, 我们也是待在一起一整天,
晚上才离开, 我才乖乖地读书...
哈哈~~
真是坏蛋, 要考试了,
还不读书...=P

................................................................................................................

好啦, 新年过去了, 是final了...
唉~~虽然已经温习完了,
可是却, 记不进脑...
读了= 没读...
怎么办???
我也不懂...就只好靠lecturer给的tips咯...
幸好, 都还能回答一些些, 可是Management就惨了,
我很担心会fail叻...
唉~~怎么办??
求神拜佛, 千万千万不能fail啊...
求您了...

一星期的考试结束后, 我们就搞了个小派对...
哈哈~~很开心...
很久没有酱一大班人BBQ了...
原以为BBQ后去看半夜场, 可是全部都满座了
只好各自回家咯...
哈哈~~=P

................................................................................................................

erm...就到这里吧...
别的, 明天再继续...哈哈~~^^

unhappy

2009-01-24T12:20:00.002+08:00

feel unhappy, very emo now
dont ask me why
i wont answer,
because i myself also dont know the answer...

考试

2009-01-23T02:27:00.002+08:00

刚才有个很愚蠢的想法
人, 为什么要读书, 要考试??
为什么就不能轻轻松松的过日子???

华人农历新年将至, 可是, 我和朋友们都得应付新年后的考试...><
片刻前, 我突然很想放弃, 不想再继续了
因为这几天我所读的, 都不记得了
连一个简单的问题, 我都回答不出来
就在想, 为什么我还要读呢??
读了 = 没读
何必辛苦的读呢??
放弃就好啦...

可是我想啊想, 我不再深造,
以我的中六学历, 而且是不优异的中六文凭,
可以做什么呢??

待在爸爸的店做文职??
去KL做sales girl??
还是回去云顶FWH当FOA???

虽然, FWH的工资蛮高,
可是工作量却是比普通的酒店多出好几倍
并且还要面对一群赌徒
除此以外, 要面对的问题也蛮多
不是蛮多, 是很多!!!
在那里做过工的, 都懂那压力是怎样的

随着年龄的增长, Duty Manager,
难道我要在那里组织我的家庭??
不!!! 那里绝对不是一个好的环境

撇开了FOA, 以酱的学历, 到KL应徵,
有哪几间公司肯请呢??
不工作, 哪来的收入养活父母和自己??
或者, 就如那些aunties所说的, 找个有钱人嫁就好啦

哈~好笑了
哪来这么多金贵婿给我钓呢?
就算有, 难道我就要当那些饭来张口, 衣来伸手的人??

不!!! 我决不甘心我的一生就酱子过
虽然我的成绩不是很优异, 可是, 我还是想要有我的事业
不要只是当黄脸婆!!

我绝对不要酱的生活
加油, 加油, 加油!!!
我是可以的!!!

dizzy

2009-01-20T11:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday dear fetch me go see doctor..
(finally the clinic is open, closed for 2 days liao...)
haiz...doctor advice me not to eat mandarin, orange, peanut cookies.......
OMG!!! i like mandarin damn much...
i like peanut cookies also...
*sobsob* so sad cant eat those foods...
the fees of seeing doctor and medicine damn expensive...
just 3 pack of medicine cost me RM38...
walau~no choice la...
sick liao ma sure have to pay for it...><
after had our lunch + dinner then back home le...
reached home, take medicine and bath
the cough medicine made me dizzy~
feel like floating in the ocean...><
cant concentrate at all
what the hell~~
just finish read one subject only, still got 5 subjects to read...
haiz...><
gambateh!!! gambateh!!! gambateh!!!

tagged by Panda

2009-01-19T15:12:00.017+08:00

A Picture of You at The Most Unique Environment

>> she is HongKong actress...not as famous as others...but she is nice and pretty...they are run shooting at kampar which is first local martial art film called Kinta 1881...just released last year December...^^ a good experience for me to join this event...^^

A Picture of You at The Place You Dislike

-DONT HAVE
>> paiseh la...i think dont have place that i dont like...erm...maybe some scary places...wahahaaa...

A Picture Of People That Means A Lot To You

>> sorry la, this is the latest 'qun ka fok' of mine...this coming CNY going to shoot more nice photos, although i'm not going back for 'Bai Tin Gong', but still can still can snap it during CNY day1, 2, 3.......^^

A Picture Of You With The Lamest Pose
(2 pictures, can..??)

>> this is the first time i make up, practice for working in Genting FWH last year...^^

>> snap it in SS2 Wong Kok's toilet while waiting someone come out...hahaaaa...=P

A Picture Of You With Some Toys or Cute Stuff

>> hahaaa...is this my piggy..?? nono...i snap it in one of the show house at Kampar...heheee...lotz of bear bear there...wish i could have one also...teddy bear is the best!!^^

A Picture Of Someone That Stands On Top Of Your Heart

>> this guy...my dear, darling, honey, hubby, lao gong, lala dear...^^ handsome, right?!?!muacks...^^ love you~~~^^

A Picture of You With Your Best Smile (Mouth Open)
(hahaaa...i put 3...dont know which one i should put...then just put ALL...paiseh la...)

>> the sunset is beautiful as my smile...agree..?!?!^^

>> Sexy~~JM...hang out when we were working in FWH...memorable days in my mind....^^

>> my cute cute roommate-EeLing in Genting RSC1-117, after FWH-FO Night...^^ pretty nia...miss u much~~...^^

A Picture Of You With Your Best Smile (Mouth Close)

>> hahaaa...snap it in bridal-Helen rest room...heheee...^^ (looked stupid, right??)

A Picture Of You In White Shirt

>> walau~~old old pic...this is when i'm in upper six...still keep long straight hair...^^ miss my long straight hair much leh~~~going to rebonding soon...wait i cut all the color hair first...heheee...^^

tag 10 people...
VoonHong, Nicole, Nicholas, KokLong, June
Sylvia, Winston, YuLing, CK, YiShu

HIGHLY DANGEROUS-Hold the Petrol Noozle whiling filling

2009-01-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

Reminder to hold the petrol nozzle at all times.You guys don't be lazy.Always hold onto the nozzle.

A friend stopped for petrol at the Petrol Station at the Lingkaran Highway (near Gombak) a little over two weeks ago.This was the first time he patronized a station.As his normal practice elsewhere, he put the nozzle on automatic and stood nearby waiting for his car to be filled up.

Suddenly,the nozzle flew out of the gas tank opening with petrol spewing out at high speed.He was sprayed with petrol all over, including his face and eyes (just imagine the pain in his eyes).His companion quickly brought him to toilet to wash his face. After that they reported the incident to thestaff and asked to speak to the manager.The manager refused to see them.He only instructed the staff to take our friend to the hospital.

According to the staff that was not the first time the nozzle came out of the tank while customers are filling up petrol.But our friend's incident was the worst.The top layer of his right eye was damaged and the area around his eye burnt. His eye had to be bandaged for 10 days.He was not so lucky his eyesight was badly affected and became blind.Apparently the nozzle was lighter than normal and the speed of the petrol created a backward thrust that pushed the nozzle out of the tank.

So please be careful.Share this info with your friends, family &
relatives .....

shit!!!

2009-01-19T04:02:00.002+08:00

just contact the girl who wants buy my books
i told her that we meet at 8.45
but she told me that 10 something only we meet
><
i told her that dont have UTAR bus at that time
but she said got!!
wtf...
i remember, from sem1 until now also dont have 10.15 bus
but she said got!!
y she wants me convenient her, but she not convenient me?
if 10.15 dont have bus, how do i back home??
take taxi? she pay for me is it??
what the hell...
i tried my best to convenient her, but she....
speechless...
hate this kind of person...
shit!!!!!!!!!

Get Well

2009-01-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

erm...CNY is around the corner,
but many of my friends are sick-ing
including dear and me...><
haiz...
but dear is more sick than me...
see him keep coughing, but i cant do anything
>.<

what i can do is just cook 南杏北杏凉茶 for him...
hope it's can made him feel better...

dear, quickly get well...
i'm so so so so so so so so so so so worry u leh...
muacks...^^

going back

2009-01-18T15:20:00.003+08:00

i going back kampar this coming wednesday
but, i dont feel like going back
haiz...i doesn't mean that i'm not miss home
the reason i dont feel like going back is because
my final is on the week after CNY
><>
other peoples is enjoying CNY
but i need to study during CNY
(all may intake of year 2008 also...)
hate this...plus, i cant celebrate 'bai tin gong' again...
2 years didn't celebrate...
haiz...miss the foods leh~><

haiz...wednesday going back may bake some cookies for CNY
what cookies i want to bake leh??
cornflakes again??
hahaaa...i baked cornflakes every year since i got the recipes
i think this year also the same...
erm...besides that, any cookies recommend??
actually, i wanna bake some chocolate cookies,
but dont have yummy chocolate cookies recipes
any one of u got good chocolate cookies recipes??
please give me...^^
please~~~~

测试你古代的地位

2009-01-14T09:09:00.003+08:00

用自己的英文拼音, 取每一个字的第一个英文字母, 对照代码即可
Eg. 王小明 = Wang Xiao Ming = W X M
对照代码 : W : 大理 X : 坏鬼 M : 教头
王小明的古时候地位为 [大理坏鬼教头]
从姓氏开始找, 再往下找名
若是只有两个字的, 便先从姓氏找起, 在往下找两个名
复姓者在姓氏中取两字
如果名字只有2个字, 就去姓氏 + 结字
例如 : 王明 = Wang Ming = W M
HDzone*^oOu{h1Z5I)T+Z4Jo对照代码 : W : 大理 M : 教头
王明的古时候地位为 [大理教头]

代码如下 :
姓氏
A. 曹魏 B. 东吴 C. 蜀汉 D. 土番 E. 大秦 F. 大金 G. 大明 H. 鲜卑 I. 元代 J. 晚清 K. 西周 L. 趙国 M. 大遼 N. 西夏 O. 大宋 P. 中山国 Q. 东晋 R. 羌族 S. 明国 T. 齐国 U. 氐族 V.代国 W. 大理 X. 冉魏 Y. 南唐 Z. 蒙古

中字
A. 阴损 B. 绝顶 C. 猥琐 D. 豪门 E. 白痴 F. 天才 G. 狗屎 H. 无敌 I. 凶猛 J. 英勇 K. 狗头 L. 无双 M. 饭桶 N. 变态 O. 阴暗 P. 嗜血 Q. 曠世 R. 脓包 S. 血手 T. 淫乱 U. 妙手 V. 恶心 W. 暴力 X. 坏鬼 Y. 粗曠 Z. 逍遥

结字
A. 道士 B. 和尚 C. 财主 D. 屠夫 E. 马夫 F. 嬪费 G. 小兵 H. 刀客 I. 仙人 J. 卫士 K. 农夫 L. 将军 M. 教头 N. 书生 O. 乞丐 P. 皇帝 Q. 丞相 R. 狗腿 S. 佳人 T. 土匪 U. 先知 V. 隐者 W. 老鴇 X. 诗人 Y. 名妓 Z. 名士

不妨测试, 玩一下...
嘻嘻~~
超好笑的结果...^^

my dumplings.......

2009-01-10T13:12:00.002+08:00

haiz...thought to cook the dumplings for my brunch...
unfortunately, all spoiled...
the taste become sour...><
OMG!!!
i should finish it on wednesday,
i should put it in the freezer but not fridge...
haiz...wasted....wasted my心机...
*sobsob*
bo mood.....><

饺子, abc汤

2009-01-08T22:44:00.004+08:00

星期二那天包了42粒饺子, 给了J.Ying6粒, 剩下的自己吃...^^
饺子的材料当然少不了饺子皮, 免治猪肉, '黄芽白'和调味料...
当天还叫了dear过来一起吃...
把饺子烫熟盛起, 过后就煮汤...
很遗憾的, 我的汤是味精汤,
因为没有鸡骨头, 就只好用chicken paste咯...
虽然是味精汤, dear还是说好吃~~^^
开心~~
不过是咸了点...哈哈~~><
(paiseh啦, 我家是吃重口味的...习惯了...)

第二天, 煲abc汤(dear的最爱), 炸饺子就成为我们的晚餐...
(erm...好像太简单了...>< 可没办法啊, 谁叫我不够食材, 也不够工具...)
放学回家就准备今天的presentation, 过后就睡了个美容觉...
嘻嘻~~醒来后就准备煲烫的材料和炸饺子
一切准备好, 就开始炸了...
erm...在这里很难去炸, 因为拿锅是平的, 得倒很多油才可以
可是, 剩下的油又不懂怎样处理
算了, 还是煎好了...><
很快的就煎好了, 过后就开始煲汤...^^
把全部材料倒进锅里煮滚,
再用小火把马铃薯, 萝卜, 洋葱, 番茄煮软
(hmmm...好香哦~~)
再调味...这次我没再下酱多盐了
哈哈~~^^

dear打包白饭过来, 就酱子一汤一肉...^^
(不过好像简单了点...><)
dear称赞我的汤好喝, 不过炸饺子就硬了点
(因为饺子皮不适合炸, 还是水煮的比较好吃)
没关系, 我们有汤, 就把它们浸在汤里面吧...
嘻嘻~~^^

erm...冰厨里面还有一些饺子, 我想后天把它蒸熟,
过后再调个酱料蘸来吃, 应该不错~~^^
那个酱料我想应该有酱油, 辣椒, 酸柑, 少许糖调味...
感觉很不错...
还是你们有别的好吃且简单易做的酱料可提供??
哈~~留下comment吧~~

please help those who need help

2009-01-08T21:40:00.003+08:00

i received a message from a friend,
he stated that his friend is injured,
his blood pressure is dropped very fast
so need O+ blood, is urgent!!!
but, i've presentation at that moment
plus, i am not O+ type, so...i cant help...
after few seconds,
i started to ask my friends around
although i am not, but i can ask friend to help...
but, few of them are not...><
june is, but she cant donate because she get sick...
during my presentation, i keep thinking how could i help his friend
so, after my presentation, i made an announcement in lecture hall...
but seem like no one wish to help
it's so...................................
haiz...nothing la, i just wanna say,
please give ur hands to those who need help,
u may save a life...
thanks....

'大姐'的身段

2009-01-07T13:33:00.003+08:00

"不懂为什么，从小到大在弟妹面前，就是放不下“大姐”的身段，小时候常会训他们，长大了，不训了，就很凶地跟他们讲话（一直以来我都觉得只是稍微大声一点而已，可是朋友们都说那样子的我很凶！：P）还记得中学的时候，老妹跟我一起参加团体的anniversary，那年我是大会主席，而她是组长，她在玩游戏时受伤了，朋友们都紧张的围过去关心一番，当然我也不可能例外，可我问她有没有怎样的时候，我的朋友们都异口同声地训我怎么那么凶地对待受伤的妹妹？！可我当时真的没有半点生气的意思，而且我是真心的关心她，朋友们却说我象在骂她酱。从来都不觉得有问题的我，第一次意识到真的需要改一改跟弟妹讲话的语气。"

(哈~这一段是copy我姐的...)
老实说, 我和姐弟妹的沟通方式就是酱
'很凶的跟他们讲话'...
(其实就如我姐所说的那样, 稍微大声了点, 并不是凶...)
我们也都习惯了酱的沟通方式
所以, 对我来说, 并没什么好介怀的...^^
(哈~我更坏, 叫她全名, 不习惯叫姐...><)
她提到当年我们所参与的anniversary, 其实我也忘了是几时的事了...
受伤的时候好像是F2, 可是当组长的时候是F3
别管它是几时了, 重点不在那...
我懂姐是关心我, 只是我们都是属于嘴硬心软一族...
(哈哈~~同一组基因嘛...)
所以对我来说并没什么大碍...
(说真的, 她朋友常常都说她凶, 其实也包括我朋友在内...哈哈~~)

家人

2009-01-06T23:22:00.004+08:00

看了姐的Blog, 其中一篇是"大胖的生日",
大胖致电问我她生日时有回去吗..
可是我回答说没有, 虽然她没有表现出不开心,
但是我懂她应该是失望吧...
除了致电给我, 还打给老大,
可是却被老大的火烧伤了(在考试期间, 难免会心情不好)
看来我这大胖很希望我们回去帮她庆祝生日...
当然, 她生日当天, 我这老二有打给她,
不过她去了补习, 那就只好晚点再打给她咯...
怎知, 我却忘了这回事,
当我想起时, 已是晚上11点了
赶快拿起电话, 拨老妈的号码,
幸好她还没睡, 还来得及祝她生日快乐
从她的声音, 听得出她很开心
可是, 老大却考试考到忘了打给她
她就向妈妈抱怨说姐忘了她的生日...
哈哈~~

这让我忆起我小的时候...
那时, 我常抱怨, 为什么我得提早庆祝生日?
为什么我的生日非得和姐一起庆祝?
为什么??为什么??为什么???
我和姐的生日隔几天而已,
大人们当然是觉得一起庆祝比较省事, 划算...
so...从小, 我的生日就提早5天庆祝...
可是, 每个小孩子的心里都希望拥有一个完完全全属于她的生日派对啊...
从小到大, 我都没有一个自己的birthday party...
(哈~~我是一个蛮贪心的小孩...)

现在, 我发觉整整一年没陪家人庆祝任何的节庆...
去年12/12/08, 是我到云顶报到的日子
过不久就是过冬了...那天我也只是和一班同事"打边炉"过冬
圣诞节, 虽然家人一直都没庆祝圣诞节
但好歹, 平安夜的意思就是一家人平平安安过圣诞
(我想应该是酱吧~)
NewYear, 也是没法和他们一起迎接2008的到来...
华人农历新年, 更不用说, 得上班...
年初一孤零零自己一个人吃早餐,
往年的年初一, 我们都打扮美美去怡保吃点心, 再去拜访亲朋戚友...
顿时鼻头一酸, 两行眼泪流出来了...
福建人的节庆-拜天公, 也是得开工...><
我表妹还mms给我看一桌子的好料, 看得我口水直流~
清明节, 虽然不是什么大节日, 可是也是一家人聚在一起闲聊的时候...
别人的清明节可能会觉得很无聊, 很不爽...
可是我家的清明节, 却很好玩
爸会拿搭一把方形大伞(比外面摆地摊的还要大), 外加两把圆形大伞...
坐在那阴凉的伞下, 烧香给爷爷奶奶, 闲聊, 吃祭品...
过后是妈和老弟的生日, 我也是无法和他们庆生...
八月, 我记得爸的生日, 可是往往就忘记给他打个电话
唉~我真是不孝啊...
我记得小时候, 我要求爸买的东西, 他都会买给我
我告诉他我要去这去那, 他都会答应
(妈什么都不准, 不行, 不可以...><)
其他的有端午节, 中秋我也是在PJ度过...><

我常常说我不想呆在家里, 可是却又挂念家里的一切
我是不是很矛盾呢??
哈哈~~

兴致

2009-01-06T15:14:00.002+08:00

哈哈~这两天我好有兴致煮饭吃哦...
昨天原本打算煮日式猪扒/鸡扒Don
过后因为手受伤, 就不煮了...
(其实只是轻微的扭伤而已, 今天没大碍了...)
而今天, 我竟然想包饺子...
哈哈~~好兴奋哦...^^

skip了writing for business, 跑去Jaya33买菜去...
想了很久, 才把材料买好...
提着一袋两袋东西过去对面等的士...
(重死我了...><)
唉~又来了, 那些的士, 要的时候不出现,
不要的时候, 就在你面前晃来晃去...
(他妈的!!!)
等的时候, 有两个成人(上班族)竟然插队...
他们不懂什么是排队吗??
连小孩子都懂得道理, 大人怎么不懂?!?!
不懂就回去幼儿班学习什么是排队!!!
如果他们被人截的士, 他们有何感想??
他们也是和我一样生气啊...
真是的, 亏他们还是受过教育的...><

算了, 不管他们了...
幸好不久后我也截到的士了...
到家, 把东西收拾好
等会儿就开始包饺子了...^^
(流口水了~~yumyum~~)

三个月

2009-01-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

我想今天我是傻了吧...哈哈~~
好有兴致打blog...
这个是今天的第三封...><
你们应该有被吓倒吧...
好久没流连部落格的我, 今天竟然打酱多封...

今天是05/01/09, 再过两天, 也就是07/01/09,
是我和他的第三个月...
虽然不是很长, 可是, 却是我第一次酱认真看待我们的恋情...
之前的, 我总是有一种感觉,
他们(我的ex)都不会是我所要求的,
过后就这样分手了...
可是这次, 我并没有酱的想法,
反而有种特别的感觉...^^
越来越喜欢, 越来越爱他了...
(厚~真是的...酱都敢写出来...zzz...)

可是, 好景不常在, 再过不久
我就得收拾行李回金宝继续我的学业...
我, 不想回去...
除了不想和他分开,
我也是真的真的不想待在一个我待了20年的地方完成我的大学...
可是, 没办法...
除非, 我转course...
要不然, 就得乖乖回去金宝了
回去那个'皇宫'...
做什么, 都得申请permit...
闲掉...><

一直都在烦恼...><
虽然他们说, 远距离恋爱是可以维系
(其实, 我以前也是酱对我的朋友们说同样的话...)
可是......我就是不想要远距离恋爱啊...
(很矛盾吧...><)
还要3年酱久...
我和他都不能保证我们的恋情可以长达3年或以上
所以我更想珍惜一起的日子...
(很傻, 是吧?!)

我懂我的想法很幼稚, 可是, 暂时我没办法理智的想...
他, 曾经和我说过一番话
我也曾动摇过, 算了吧, 还是回金宝
可是现在, 我的心是99%留在PJ, 1%回去...><
有谁, 可以再给我意见呢?!?!

新房客

2009-01-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

今天终于有一位新房客住进来了...
他(新房客, 还不懂他的名字...哈哈~~), 租了他(当然是我的dear啊...^^)的房间...
回来时, 看着他的房门关着, 开了灯, 很不习惯哦...
之前他搬走时, 不习惯他的房间空荡荡的, 暗暗的...
慢慢的习惯了, 却又来了一位新房客...><
又要从新习惯了...哈哈~~

之前还在担心, 如果这个月尾那个房间还没租出去,
我们全部就得搬了...
现在有人进来了,
却又在想, 如果可以找到一间环境不错的房间该有多好...
single room, 有洗衣机, 有厨房的...
想到就开心
可是想到不久后就要回去金宝,
还是算了呗...
唉~~真是烦哦...

好累哦~洗衣服时都没力气...
唉~~
我的晚餐只是hot chocolate + honey star而已...
现在我才发觉, honey star没有coco crunch好吃
哈哈~~老实说, 好久没吃甜甜的cornflakes了,
每次买, 都是白的, 没味道的cornflakes...
哈哈~~
吃饱后, 又继续在那儿生冬菇...
哈哈~~=P

衰

2009-01-05T13:09:00.005+08:00

想不到2009年的第一个blog竟然是不好的...><
最近右手腕阵阵作痛, 我想...我应该是扭伤了吧...><
(现在好像越来越痛了)
真是衰哦...
都不懂几时弄到的...
可能是电脑玩太多了吧 (以前也是常常玩电脑, 可是也没问题啊...)
还是, 洗衣服不小心弄伤的??
唉~不懂啦...
叫Rubber aka Sylvia 帮我买了roller bandage,
自己包扎, 别让它更伤...=.="
(包到好像猪蹄, 很肿!!!)
还想今晚自己做晚餐的, 可是现在手受伤了,
应该不煮了吧...=.="
(又要吃外面的食物, 真是显哦...)

唉~说到衰, 今天又是一天倒霉的日子
原本9.15am的巴士, 不懂做么没来,
在巴士站傻傻的等了15分钟
还要我走出去外面等那些死人taxi...
等久久都没一辆来, 他妈的!!!
(据了解后, 巴士不是没来而是早来...>< 早了5-10分钟...准时到也没用!!)
说真的, Malaysia的taxi真讨厌, 上星期等了一小时都没有,
害我上课迟到了...
真他妈的!!!
(请原谅我的不雅!!!)
幸好dear来载我, 要不然我肯定翘课...

UTAR bus services真的很差,
虽然short sem在放假, 可是我们还在上课啊,
巴士少走了很多趟, 真的很不方便我们!!!
时间更是不定的, 一时有一时没有...
要不然就一时早一时迟...
真是的...><
过后, canteen换老板了, 食物难吃死了...
真的很..................气啦!!!

算啦, 不讲这些气人的事了...
最近TB4(就是我班)的桃花运蛮不错的哦,
情花朵朵开哦...
Nicole, 阿Doi, YuLing, 隆哥全都在恋爱中~~
幸福呢~~~^^
他们的部落格都充满了浓浓的幸福气味呢...
真是羡煞旁人噢...哈哈~~^^
我也不错啦, 只是没把它写出来而已...
(哈~真是欠扁, 明明就把照片上传到Facebook & Friendster...=P)

Sem2 快要结束了, 也就是说, 要考试了...
唉~~显啊...=.="
这次不能再懒散了, 要积极点哦...
加油加油!!!

一个人

2008-12-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

今天终于忍不住，一个人跑去MV
一个人到处逛逛，看看。。。
原以为可以一整天呆在MPH看书
可是，今天是PH，人潮很多
里面有点吵，待不久
就酱子离开了MPH。。。
漫无目的的走着，
看着别人一家人，情侣在广场拍照很开心
我却一个人。。。
逛啊逛，肚子已在抗议了
打算吃点什么的，可是却没东西吸引到我
就酱回家去了。。。
到家，Facebook又开不到
索性睡觉好了。。。
睡醒了就冲凉。。。
一整天下来，都没吃东西
不懂吃些什么好
算了，还是吃coco crunch好了
过后又继续在房间发呆了。。。。。。

silencessssss....

2008-12-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

i quite emo this few days...><
maybe is because of my house..........
they are not here, some is went back hometown, some is hanging out i think...
until late night only came back...
25/12, i dont know they are not around,
i stayed in room for whole day,
about 8, thought to go toilet...
when i open the door,
there is dark, no one light is on, except my room...
it's so scary, u know?!
silence and dark...
i not dare to go out le,
but............have to go toilet...
i..............took my handphone, used as torch light,
switch on desmond room light, his room and also toilet...
when i looked down, all dark...
i thought to go downstairs, but..............
i think i better stay in room...
play with my laptop to make myself do not scare of it...
about 9something, i'm hungry
have nothing to eat in room...
so.......have to go downstairs to take my milk + coco crunch
i'm so scare.......................
but, have to...
quickly went down on all the lights...
take milk and went back and lock my room...

until today, still the same...
now, i hate silencesssssssss...
i do not like this...
it make me so scare..........................

不安

2008-12-28T00:40:00.003+08:00

算算看，来PJ已经半年了，还有4个多月就要回Kampar了
想到这，种种的不安，一涌而出。。。
为什么会酱子呢？？
我自己也不懂，可能是因为要和他分开吧。。。
我真的很怕远距离恋爱，
因为自己曾经历过且不长久。。。
我懂我不应该酱子，
应该要对他，对我们的关系要有信心，
可是，我就是控制不了我的思想。。。
一直盘旋着这个问题。。。
唉。。。
可是当我听到那一句“我爱你” “I Love U”
我的不安，全跑了。。。
女生就是这么的简单。。。
当听到那三个字，就什么都可以了。。。
我也要大声地跟你说，“Dear, 我爱你”

No title

2008-12-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

erm...the latest post was 2 weeks ago...
again, didn't update often...><
christmas is coming, everyone already plan the activity for christmas
and my first plan is going genting
but cancel in the end, because genting too many people liao...
so................
second, plan to go PD if can get rooms
third, going to eat with dear on eve...
then we just have dinner together...

everyone already prepare the christmas present for family, friends and partner...
ofcourse, i also plan to buy something for dear...
so today plan to go mid valley look for it...
but, traffic jam, so went to sunway pyramid
in the end, just bought 2 clothes for myself...
i cant found the things that i want...
haiz...disappointed...+.+ and no mood liao...
i shoudn't buy at last minute
i should prepare it earlier...><
haiz...

and now bully by my own laptop,
internet connection damn low...
wtf...everythings cant load
hanging at there...
$&%^@#%^$*@(*#
bo song now!!!

烦恼

2008-12-05T19:11:00.003+08:00

最近在烦恼一件事，那就是PDboy
他好像变态老，傻佬酱，经常站在角落偷偷看我
然后又一直和我打招呼
><
我，一直都没有理会他
今天，他又再来了
不管我面向那里，他都会出现在我视线内
感觉很恐怖叻
不只是我，连我的朋友们都感觉得到
可能大家会觉得我想太多了
他只是想和我做朋友而已
可是，他给我的感觉很不寻常
有一种压迫感，和不自在
哪怕有一天会对我怎么样！
(>< 他给我的感觉就是酱)
告诉朋友，却没有一个能了解我的心情
觉得很没有安全感
唉~不懂该怎么办

回家

2008-11-24T15:39:00.002+08:00

很快的, 一周又过去了...
原本上星期并没打算回家,
可是, 想啊想, 算一算, 已经有好几个星期没回家了
接下去的几个星期也没空
还是回家呗...
星期六早上, dear载我到pudu去...
买了11.00am的车票,
还有2个小时才到11点，我们就去McD吃McBreakfast...
那时, 我还在挣扎, 到底要不要回呢...><
很快的, 11点了, 我们走回pudu,
可是巴士却迟到, 11.30才来...
唉~心想, 再不来, 就会PJ去...
哈哈...

上了巴士, 坐在一个欧巴桑隔壁
她一直和我聊天, 聊些有的没的
然后她给我的感觉怪怪的
还一直向我借手机
(当她看到我的手机时, 眼睛发亮了...)
当我忍无可忍了, 就拿MP3出来听
不想再听她'说教'...
就这样一直听MP3回到金宝...
我的好友-Banana来载我
去了很多地方, 去看牙医, 吃东西, 剪头发...
大概6点才回家...><

回到家, 累死了...
想睡觉却睡不着, 那就上网咯...
上了一下下, 接到五姑的电话说晚上一起去吃饭
那就冲凉去了...
吃了晚餐, 回家就上楼去了...
感觉很不舒服, 看来是要生病了
赶快服两颗panadol就睡觉了...^^

第二天起来去Kopisan吃早餐...
(感觉还是很不舒服, 有点咳嗽, 骨头有点痛痛的...)
回家后就开始收拾东西,
下午跟姑姑的车回PJ...
大概5点出发到Teluk Intan派请帖
过后才回PJ...
当然, 在那儿吃过晚餐才回去...
点了咸鱼花腩煲, 腐乳油麦, 清蒸小白鲳, 甘香螃蟹...
对甘香螃蟹慢失望的, 不新鲜...><

吃饱喝醉, 就会PJ去了...
大概9点多才到家...><
(坐了一整晚的车...屁股痛...哈哈~~)
过后, 要去MidValley找姐...
(要她载上个sem的书回去...)
dear载了我过去, 在我那儿待了一会儿就回家去了...

期待

2008-11-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

刚刚表妹-panda call我, 说表哥结婚那天我们几个要当receptionist
也就是说接待宾客...
好期待哦...
可以穿美美, 和表姐妹一起看帅哥...=P
wow~期待...
可是哦, 他结婚的日子是12月18 & 19号,
是星期四和五...
唉~不能接新娘了...
还有, 星期五的课到3.30pm,
虽然晚宴的地点是在Jaya33, 可是, 还是赶死我了...><
至于礼服, 我想我还是穿回去maison clubbing那件
可是, 却没有适合的鞋子...
看来, 要去买了...><
(好穷哦~~)

唉~我的牙齿好痹哦...
星期一那天吃roti planta不小心弄到的...><
你们应该奇怪为什么吃roti planta都会弄到牙齿...
那天因为要考试, 快迟到了, 就硬塞进口
结果...............................
就是这样了...
我的天啊~~好不舒服哦...

烦躁

2008-11-19T23:35:00.008+08:00

不懂做么突然觉得很烦躁
可能是因为房子的问题，assignment，又或者是女生问题
（每个月都会有的问题。。。）
刚刚我的roommate – Carriene告诉我说
如果我们家的空房间12月都还没有人租，
Aunty就要收回房子
>.<
又是酱子，现在已经11月20日，还有10天就12月了
他不11月30日才叫我们搬？！
上次房子的问题，没有人告诉我发生什么事
也是到最后我才懂
而且不是从我的housemates口中知道
上次aunty要求我们搬，那时我在想要不要搬，可是最后settle了
那就算了咯
现在又来了，该怎么办？
不上不下的。。。
剩下几个月而已
那有人要租给我哦？
早知道上次就搬走好了
现在。。。。。。。。。。不懂！

闲~

2008-11-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

好了, 现在让我update一下昨天的事吧...
昨天早上, 我又睡迟了...><
赶快刷牙洗脸, 收拾书包就出门了...
可是, 却没有UTAR bus, 只好搭taxi咯...
等了很久, 才有一辆...唉~~
迟了半小时, 幸好lecturer没讲什么...^^
到了中午就去PD吃午餐, 当我在order时,
PD boy一直和我打招呼...
我不懂要不要理他, 最后我选择假装看不到他...
因为, 我不想给他错误的讯息...
吃饱了, 打算离开, 他又站在厨房里面一直望着我们这里...
(我的天啊~~幸好他没有跑出来...要不然, 我不懂该怎么办...)
算了, 别管他了, 赶快离开就是了...><

回去准备上课了, 我们就像平时一样闲聊,
突然我班的安静小姐-HuiHong说了一些很惊讶的东西...
我们全部都get不到她要讲的东西, 完全是空白...=.="
经过了解, 原来她误会我们'杯隔'她...
唉~~其实都不懂该怎么办...
她自己是满内向的, 不懂该怎么融入我们的话题里...><
而我们也真的忽略了她, 可是我们没有'杯隔'她的意思...
真的paiseh哦...
2点正, 上课了...
可是我却很不舒服, 女生的问题...=.="
哈哈~~
好不容易一个半小时的tutorial终于结束
(哇~~可以回家了...^^)
赶快回家去...
(谢谢Nicholas载我回家...)
到家丢下书包, 煲水泡被热可可喝(热可可可以舒缓一下我的痛...)
喝完了, 就呼呼睡了...哈哈~~
睡醒了, 感觉是好很多了...
是时候冲凉了(又要煲6趟的水...zzz...)
洗完澡, 等dear载我去买水, 顺便吃晚餐...^^
我们去888吃, 竟然让我遇见我表哥-ah boy哥哥...
哈哈~好巧哦...

吃过晚餐, 就回家k书...
(说是k书, 只是随便看看而已...)
12.30, 爱睡了, 就上床睡觉去...
好不容易睡着, 被外来的声音吵醒...
(那时已是半夜了...妈的!)
不懂是谁, 总之不是我们家的人, 在大门大声喧哗, 笑...
难道他们不懂夜已深了吗?!?!
还大声的吵闹...
他妈的...
连我的roommate也忍受不了, 起来叫他们安静点…><
可是, 我却很难再睡回去…唉~

早上, 作了个噩梦(对我来说, 是天大的噩梦...)
梦里说, 我的亲人去世...我.........
唉~做么会作酱的梦呢?!?!
千万千万不会是真的...
别人告诉我说, 梦里发生的事, 终有一天会成真,
如果把它说了出来, 就不会发生了,
现在, 我把它告诉大家, 希望它真的不会成真...

唉~最近都睡不好, 每天半夜都会起来...><
今天又差点迟到了, 7.15am的巴士, 6.50am才起床...=.="
幸好赶得及...^^
可是那个巴士司机很讨厌,
不懂他怎样驾车的, 一直晃来晃去,
晃到我都想吐了, 头也痛啊~~><
到了PE, Nicole大声喊“中国妹, 吃早餐啊?!”
Zzz…
Ok 咯, 陪他们到canteen去, 我只是买了一块面包而已…
(被司机晃来晃去, 没胃口…)
快8点了, 赶快回去PE…
回到PE, 坐了一会儿, 就下倾盆大雨…
幸好回去得早, 要不然就变落汤鸡了…
哈哈~~

原本每逢星期三12点就可以回家的,
可是厚, 开学到现在, 每个星期三都会有状况,
不是补课就是考试…
唉~就只是试过一次还是两次早回家而已…
(真惨~~)
而今天也不列外, 有考试-Writing for Mass Communication
唉~~真是闲…
等待时间过去时, 天色非常非常地暗…
看来, 又要下大雨了…
唉~更闲…
幸好, 放学时雨停了…
哈哈~~^^

2008-11-17T17:43:00.002+08:00

aiyo...long time didn't update my blog le...=P
my friend-Jolin aka VegeSang aka VoonHong keep asked me to update my blog
he said, blogspot so sien liao, nobody here le...
hahaaa...=P
ok la, since he asked me so many times
i try to update often la...
bleh~~=P

let's talk what i did on saturday la...
i am extremely tired that day...><
wake up at 10, have my bath, then dear fetch me to met with Ying
and sent us to Mid Valley...
(thanks dear~~muacks...^^)
then had our lunch at a Japanese stall(hahaaa...forgot the name liao, just remember it's located at LG of The Gardens...)
i ordered a bowl of Tempura Udon and Ying ordered a bowl of Teriyaki Don
it's taste yummy...^^
after lunch, walked around, find something for someone...
(hahaaa...not me la...is she wants to buy for him...)
and went to carefour buy hazenut and cooking chocolate...
(Ying wants to make chocolate...^^ it's tasty...)
and went to jusco market buy others things...
hahaaa...spent lot of money...
*sobsob*
about 4, take taxi back to UT(Ying's house)...
thought to help her make chocolate, but her ex-housemate asked her out
so...have to back lor...
luckily her housemate fetch me back, do not need to take bus
hahaaa~~thanks ya...^^
once i reached home, keep all the things then i sleep le...
sososososososososo tired...><
about 9pm, have my bath, then dear fetch me for dinner...
nasi lemak ayam panas...yumyum~~^^

sunday, morning only i sleep, wake up about 1 o'clock
cooked 'leung sui', wash my clothes and bath...
tired...><"
then play mini game...^^
about 3pm, thought to have lunch at outside with dear,
but rain heavily
cant go out...
zzz...=.="
no choice lor, just eat maggie at home
luckily Rubber aka Sylvia gave me some thai maggie mee
all different flavour de
hahaaa...><
erm...taste not bad la, all spicy spicy de
i love it...^^
finish eating, watch drama and dear went back at 6 something...><

monday morning, dont feel like wake up
but already 9am liao
if still continue sleeping, sure i'm late again...
so...no choice lor, have to wake up!!!
brush my teeth, wash my face, change my clothes, pack my bag and meet ZiYan and Sylvia at PA...
reached PD, had our braekfast before class started
in lecture hall, many of us didn't concentrate on it
some is sleeping, some is chit chatting, some is playing phone, some is playing computer..........
and i playing computer also...=P
i played pet society which is a game of facebook
it's cute, but Nicole said it's childish...=.="
then i didn't bother her, keep playing
but she was influenced by me
started to love it also...
hahaaaa...=P
(dont know who said childish de leh?!?!=P...)
and today, have web page design mid term(practical)
but i just read a bit only
i thought i remember all
but...seem like, i just remember little bit only
><"
sei lor...dont know tim...
how leh?!?!
hahaaaa...got 2 ways, one is just blank it
another way is, ask friends....
hahaaaaa..=P
i chose the 2nd one, asked friends...
so sorry mom, i cheated...><

ok la, just stop here...
continue next time la...

好久

2008-11-09T23:01:00.004+08:00

哇~最近厚，不懂做么，没有blogging的mood
每次坐在电脑面前，脑袋就变空空的
唉~我想，应该是吃太多maggie面了，变迟钝了
哈哈~~=P

再过几天，12/11是我家的胖小妹生日
感觉好久没和她庆祝呢
去年的那天，我已在genting工作了
没法和她庆生
而今年，我却在PJ，也是一样的
嗯。。。突然，很想家呢。。。
哈~很矛盾哦
在家的时候，却不懂得珍惜
每天都想跑出去；
而当我在外头时，却挂念家里
哈~~

Poem from UTAR

2008-11-04T15:48:00.005+08:00

erm...i get it from email...
just wanna share with u guys...
and it's quite true about UTAR...
hahaaaa...=P

I join Utar because its 'pien yi',
I also thought it will be a good uni,
but end i jalan jauh sampai nak mati,
because all the faculties telah dibahagi....

in UTAR everything is about money,
pay late then they phone tak henti henti
even worse the officers talk like your are seekor babi,
no manners no courtesy...

Admin is crazy,
you wanna find DSA they will ask you to go jalan from PA to PD
if you complain they will say dont be lazy,
remind again kena marah lagi...

If got class til malam nanti,
after 8 the air cond will mati,
when we complain heaty,
they say the building is empty, meng meng still got security,
where got count as empty...

UTAR thought we are monkey,
payment also need to go different faculties,
from collecting receipt, filling in form to paying money,
From PC, PA, PC and need certified go PD ...

If your lazy please dont come to this uni,
coz UTAr bus service also need money,
they dont accept cash accept tickets what a pity,
70 cents if u want to beli....

people say come uni,
sure can tiao yu,
mana tau whole uni oso 'beh khi',
got leng lui also treat us like sui yu...

toilet in UTAR very geli,
if it dont stink then your very lucky,
but the floors are very watery,
if you complain to the aunty,
they also tak peduli,
because they will be very penat if they really wanna cuci,
coz UTAR boyz dunno how to aim 'n' pee,
so it is very smelly...

driving in UTAR is a liability,
Every time you park its very risky,
no parking lot for student in the uni,
jaya one got but its not free,
if double park then put call me message but berhati-hati,
or else saman Rm300 lagi ...

food in every faculties also 'bu pien yi',
they will call out numbers with mic like pertandingan menyanyi,
want cheaper and niser food must go mamak kat tepi,
1 thing bad its hot and dirty ...

UTAR got alot of library,
small with insufficient facility,
going in also need to show ID,
people go in to walk and talk kat sana sini,
so students there are very noisy,
if your smart you know dont come in to study...

UTAR computer lab very mini,
Pen drive masuk lubang sure got baby,
pregnant with all the trojan, worm and cookies,
besides that the server very laggy,
in PA the lab is like CC,
student LAN games with any games terkini ...

UTAR staff dunno get how much for their salary,
if they have problem they will ask you tunggu sini,
change people also cannot solve it then they ask tunggu lagi,
then change people again also cant solve then very soli...

Chinese in UTAR is majority,
Dont know how to speak chinese then they will say you 'lan si',
good students always carry a electronic dictionary
so they will learn better for their study...

Dr Ling say UTAR is good so study disini,
but what is happening we also dont have berita terkini,
coz the moving to kampar is very lousy,
thats why all the good lecturers also wanna lari,
no one wanna go there as its a town like 3rd world country,
no KFC no MCD,
1 thing they have is MYFC,
trust me for that place is not counted as lousy...

assignment for GD banyak sampai mati,
rushing assignment setiap hari,
no need sleep macam zombie,
some more class will be 8 pagi,
so macam mana bangun ni,
end up kena barred lagi...

Utar is not very lousy,
if you like to 'tham siu pin yi'
after you come in you will terpendam dalam hati,
coz UTAR my choice is the tagline of this uni...

Before come in kena sedar diri,
Got money please go oversea,
study abroad not like me,
if got choice cabut lari,
or end up like me always memaki.....

闷

2008-11-02T15:27:00.002+08:00

嗯。。。小妹我真的快闷到发慌了。。。
一整天呆在电脑面前，快死了。。。
唉~想读书。。。
可是却。。。。。。唉~
真的真的不懂有什么可以做的。。。
就只能在电脑前面。。。

依赖

2008-11-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

原来，我和普通的女生是一样的
一直以来，都认为自己很独立，原来不是。。。
可能，单身时是很独立，
什么事情都自己一手包办
可是，当有另一半时，却没这么的独立了。。。
是否每个女生都是酱？！
还是，就只是我呢？
哈~不懂。。。
而，男生会怎么看待这么依赖人的女生呢？
嗯。。。我想大男人的会喜欢她的依赖吧~
而小男人，都想依赖另一半，她又怎么能依赖他呢？
而不大不小的男人，应该是希望她适时的依赖。。。
我，真的真的要学习，
就算是两个人，也不能完完全全的依赖他。。。^^

习惯

2008-10-31T20:18:00.002+08:00

习惯放学回来书包乱丢
习惯一边吃饭一边看电视
习惯一边冲凉一边唱歌
习惯一边听歌一边读书
习惯躺着看书
习惯脱光光睡觉
习惯。。。。。。。。。
人可以有很多很多的习惯

当一个人习惯了某种东西，
就很难改掉那习惯。。。

而她也不列外
习惯了某种的生活方式
习惯了这和那。。。
当那习惯有了少许变化
她，也尝试随着那习惯而改变。。。
虽然，这不是一朝一夕就可以改变的
但她会努力。。。^^

Direct Sales

2008-10-31T00:25:00.002+08:00

erm...just met my old friend-Sau Ching at SS2 Wong Kok...
she is getting more and more pretty liao...
(long long time didn't see her liao...about 2 years plus...=.=")
and i got some news about my buddy from her...
heheee...^^

erm...she promote the product she is using now
-----> Elken...
the product really good
but expensive...
247bucks just for a bottle
a bottle only...
i cant afford since i still a student...
but still joined member
again......
actually i joined Elken few years ago...
(ditipu punya....=.=")
but i never buy any product...never...
just joined because of FRIENDS...
haiz...
stupid la me...
wasting money only...
haiz...
dont know how to reject...

when we wanna leave,
there have a table of guy looked at us...
then...one of them come to us
asked for help...
hahaaaa...so funny...

不舍

2008-10-30T08:07:00.003+08:00

erm...我有好久好久没blogging了
其实, 我有很多很多东西想写
可是每次对着电脑, 脑袋却一片空白
欲言又止...不对, 是欲‘写’又止
哈哈~~=P

这几天都不是很开心
因为今天过后, 他将会搬去朋友家住了
不再住这里了...
很不舍...可是也得舍得...
看着他的房间, 东西都收拾好了,
心里更是空空的...

这个星期日, 我小学同学结婚,
找我做姐妹...(不只是我啦, 就我们以前那班同学...)
可是, 我不大想回去...
第一, 我们的感情就只到小学六年级
上了中学, 甚少联络
一直到现在...(虽然是没什么联络, 但见面时还是会打招呼...)
第二, 没哪几个旧同学出席,
可能会很闲吧...
第三, 回去再回来的感觉肯定不一样了
少了他...

很想, 这几天都待在他身边...
哪儿都不去
可能, 大家会觉得我酱子很黏人吧
可是...我...也不懂...
就是想酱子....
笨笨的, 傻傻的我...

change

2008-10-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

just read my friend's blog...
her recent post is about she and he...
i remember one of the post,
he asked she to change,
change this and that,
but he himself didn't change anything,
just kept asking my friend, his GF to change...
what the fuck...
what does he wants actually?!?!
if somebody changed, then the one will not be the real of he/she liao...
guys, if your lover ask u to change,
is it means that he/she does not love u anymore??

besides that, my friend get scolded just because of a small thing...
what the fuck...
somemore, it is not her fault...
he himself failed to do it, but blamed my friend...
what the fuck...
he really sucks...
he is a redwood person,
if get marry, i'm sure my friend will not happy...

luckily, they broke up liao...
although it is hurt, but it is much more better
if still continue the relationship...
长痛不如短痛。。。
ok la, just wish my friend recover earlier from the pain...

酸溜溜的

2008-10-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

他的戒指不见了，我找了好几遍，
还是找不着。。。
心里头有莫名的失落感。。。
回房坐在电脑面前发呆。。。
突然，听到熟悉的声音，
他回来了，回来找戒指。。。
找了片刻，还是没有。。。
而他也离开了，赴约去。。。
过后，我sms他，问他这戒指是否对他很重要。。。
他的回答，让我开始胡思乱想了，
想这戒指有什么意义呢？！
想些有的没的，感觉上酸溜溜的，
我在吃戒指的醋。。。=.="
我告诉自己，这只是一枚普通的饰品，没什么意义不意义的，
可是，还是忍不住去想。。。
唉~这笨笨的脑袋瓜，到底在装些什么啦。。。
我不死心，又再找，但还是找不着，垂着头回房去。。。
过后收到他的短信，
原来，戒指在他的车里。。。
哈哈~~=P
真是‘大头虾’。。。

2008-10-16T17:14:00.003+08:00

erm...quite a long time didn't update my blog liao...
sure all of u wait until neck long liao...
hahaaa...just kidding...=P
then let me slowly slowly post out all the things, ok..??
heheee...first, i am happy
because i gather with a guy that i love and he love me also...
i really happy to be with him...^^

ok, let's talk about my studies...
my uni reopen almost a week liao,
but i still in holiday mood...
hahaaaa...=P
dont feel like studying...
everytime in lecture or tutorial class,
feel like sleeping only...
zzz...really a pig...\(^@^)/
just today, didn't fall asleep when lecture or tutorial was on...
heheee...
but i fall asleep when got an hour break...
hahaaaa....=P

肩膀

2008-10-06T20:47:00.002+08:00

有个女孩，她从小就是个爱哭宝宝，
当她渐渐长大，变得很独立了。。。
生病了，自己骑脚踏车去看医生；
肚子饿了，自己煮面，或者出去打包。。。
基于她从小就很独立了，也养成往外面跑的习惯，
不喜欢待在家里。。。
所以无论她去哪里，她都不喜欢让父母载，
不管是烈日当空，还是狂风暴雨，
她都会骑着脚踏车到处去。。。
上了中学，参加很多社团，
Prefect, St John, Leo Club, Chinese Club, Koperasi, Badminton Club, PRS....
她更是强，在各个社团都有优异的表现，
也不曾为了琐碎的事而哭。。。
可是，她渐渐长大，感觉疲惫了，
更是变成一个爱哭鬼。。。
但她也都只是在姐妹们面前哭泣。。。
当她再长大了点，不管任何时间，任何地点，
只要她想哭，她就会哭了。。。
表面看来，她比任何人都来得强，
每天都傻里傻气的，嘻嘻哈哈的笑，
其实内心却是比任何人都还要脆弱。。。
她多希望，
当她哭泣时，有个肩膀让她倚靠；
当她不开心，有个肩膀陪伴着它；
当她疲惫时，有个肩膀把她撑起；
当她开心时，有个肩膀分享她的快乐。。。
她，找到她要的肩膀。。。

等

2008-10-06T02:43:00.003+08:00

等待可以很幸福，但也可以很痛苦。。。
妻子烧了一桌好菜，等待丈夫的归来，乃是件幸福的事；
可是，等到三更半夜，也盼不到丈夫回家，乃是折磨人心呐。。。
从前，有个女孩并不介意搭车去赴约，只为见男友一面。。。
可是，他却一次又一次地让她等，
而她也相信，终有一天男友会等她。。。
有一天，他离她而去，
她还是相信，他会回来，一直在等他。。。
但这个希望永远都不会实现了。。。
数年后，这个女孩遇见了另一个男生－K。。。
她还是一样，一直等待约会的日子。。。
好不容易等到那天，男友还是要她等，
让她一个人在车站，她也没一句怨言。。。
两个月后，满心欢喜的等待她生日的到来，
每天在倒数，为的只是想见他一面。。。
可是，她的等待又再一次被幻灭了。。。
他，宁可帮朋友庆生，也不愿庆祝女友的生日。。。
可是，她还是相信他，还打算去找他。。。
又再一次等待那天的到来，
她如期地到他工作的地方，打算给他个惊喜。。。
可是，他却有惊无喜，
她相信他应该是累了。。。
万万没想到，就在第二天，他向她提出分手了。。。
每次的等待，都让女孩受伤了，
可她还是相信，她的等待是值得的。。。
渐渐的，她不敢再相信等待了,
不敢再抱太大的希望了，
只因她怕再次受到伤害。。。

吹水

2008-10-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

erm...创作并不是我的强项，
我想我还是比较适合吹水。。。
哈哈～～
那我们就来吹吹水吧。。。
吹什么好呢？！
其实我蛮好奇两性之间的事,
那今天的主题就是－主动和被动。。。
自古以来，我们都有一个观念，
那就是男生永远都是主动的那一方,
而女生就处于被动的一方。。。
在这个21世纪的社会，已不再流行男方主动了，
女生们已经开始主动出击了。。。
当她们遇到自己喜欢的男生，不会再坐以待毙了，
因为与其等待爱情来找她们，不如先入主为强。。。
我，也曾经主动过，
可是，往往男生不会珍惜他所拥有的，
而我的恋爱也告吹了。。。
试问我的男生朋友们，
如果有一天，有一位女生向你们表白，
而你们对她没什么感觉
你们会拒绝还是答应呢？
男生的思想我不大理解，
有的可能会很坚决的拒绝；
有的可能会想，既然有人自动送上门，就答应玩玩。。。
那你又是哪一种呢？
如果，那女的也是玩玩，应该没什么大碍；
可如果那女的是认真的，岂不是伤害了她？？
我在这奉劝男士们，虽然是女生主动，
但也别得寸进尺，得珍惜所拥有的，
要不然，后悔的可是你自己。。。

心动

2008-10-05T15:23:00.003+08:00

erm...since i have nothing to do,
then just write something like spring melody...
heheee...^^
but it's not as good as him la...
just cincai cincai write de...

心动
当我在远方看到你时，心有莫名的悸动。。。
你，渐渐的靠近，心更是砰砰地跳，
而我的脸，也不知觉的红了。。。
我，开始注意你的一举一动；
我，开始关心你的一切；
我，看到你和别的女生一起，我会吃醋；
我，希望你可以多关心我；
我，盼望你可以牵起我的手。。。
我到底是怎么了,
是否对你动了心？

hahaaa~~just can write this only...
dont know how to continue liao...
friends, please give me some comment, ok?^^

Dinner

2008-10-05T13:19:00.002+08:00

went to my 7th aunt 25th wedding anniversary dinner on wednesday...
erm...quite excited because can meet uncles aunties and cousins...
can consider as a family gathering also...
heheee...^^
but...few of our cousins were not attend, no perfect liao...
but then we still enjoy chit chatting with each others...^^
erm...when we arrived there, all of my aunties came over,
said, 'Ting, 你好像长肉了, 你姐就瘦了.'
zzz...=.=" so hurt...really get fat liao...
should keep fit le...sobsob...
erm...actually i plan to back Kampar after the dinner,
but my cousin-Ru asked us to stay one more night...
because planned to hang out after dinner...
heheee...^^
we planned to go Asia Cafe play pool, but it's far far away from the hotel we going to stay...
so just changed to the place where is in KL...
and in the end, i decided to stay back...
wahahaaa...^^
after the dinner, went to check-in first...
but something happen, the receptionist not allow us to check in on behalf...
what the hell...
and Ru became fussy...wahahaaa...
i understand why cannot,
but she also not allow us verify identity thru phone...
what the fuck...
called my 7th aunt(Ru's mom...heheee...), let her talk to the receptionist...
after few minutes, all settle liao...
wahahaaa...^^
after got the room, hang out with cousins-KaiMeng, Ru, Yan, Yuki, Lune and her bf-David...
thought to go club, but hor...i left my IC in my sis' bag...
and they already left KL, arrived Kampar liao...
what the hell...
then no choice lor...
went to Luna Bar, no more club...=.="
luckily, the bar we went quite nice...
all of us love the environment there...
it's located at rooftop of a building(dont know what building is it...)
can see the night view of KL city(nice~~~)
and got a pool at the center(feel like jump into the pool...=P)
heheeee...^^
feel relax at there...^^
Ru ordered a bottle of Chivas...
(walau~~Chivas again...=.=")
hahaaaaa...this time, i can drank 4 cups...
of course, mixed with coke de...=P
but after 4 cups, felt wing wing liao...
wahahaaaa...=P
about 1smth, left the bar, back to hotel and rest...

the next morning, went to Sunway Pyramid...
wore high heels shoes to shopping...
i think i siao liao, wore this to walked so long...=.="
but no choice, i didn't bring any clothes and shoes because planned not to stay over night at first...
of course, we need to have our brunch before shopping...
so, went to Italianies...
4 of us ordered a Chicken Salad, 2 bowl of Soup, Classic Pizza & Salmon Fish Pasta...
it's taste good, especially the salad and pasta...
love it the most...
but we cant finish all...
so...just da bao lor, if not wasted nia...
after brunch, shop shop around,
but i didn't buy anything since have no mood to shop...
because wore a pair of uncomfortable shoes...
and the shop they went in, 'ng ngam' me...
heheeee...=P
erm...we left Sunway Pyramid about 3pm...
thought to back Kampar immediately,
but then, my 9th aunt still haven't come back with others aunts...
so have to wait for her...
about 5pm only left PJ...
tired~~

槟城

2008-09-30T23:47:00.004+08:00

4天3夜的槟城之旅结束了...原本有个完美的ending, 殊不知, 被我笨拙地给搞砸了...虽然他们说这是意外, 可是却是我造成的...我只能说, 对不起, 为大家带了不少的麻烦...

好了, 意外的事不提了...那就让我说说这几天在槟城的事吧...

星期六, 大概9点从金宝出发去槟城, 不用两小时就到高渊了...而这几天我们就在Khai's GF-ZiHan家过夜...载了ZiHan, 拿了钥匙就去她家放下行李再去QueensBay Mall...老实说, 去了槟城酱多次, 还是第一次去QueensBay Mall...=.=" erm...里面还蛮大的, 只不过有点乱, 好像很容易迷路的感觉...哈哈~~我们分了两派, couples派和singles派...couples都去甜蜜了, 而singles就去打机了...有的玩射击, 有的打鼓, 有的赛车...而我, 就对打鼓有兴趣...嘻嘻~~^^ 看似简单的打鼓, 其实一点都不简单哦, 还蛮考手和脑的协调...打到我的手很酸, 可是却很爽...哈哈~~=P 玩完了, 是时候祭五脏庙了...我们从顶楼走到basement, 还是想不到吃什么, 最后, 到对面的商店去...

我order了小笼包和菠萝油, 有点失望, 不是很好吃...算了, 反正只是吃点东西顶着而已, 晚上才吃好料...^^ 吃饱了, meet Jason了, 就打算出发到Batu Ferringi玩水...出发之前, 有人提议去喝椰水, 而大家都没异议, 就开车到那里去…^^ 那间店是在某个小巷里面, 下车看到他的店有点惊讶, 满满的椰子, 还有人排队tim…其实站在路边摊, 手上捧着一粒椰子, 喝着透心凉的椰水, 感觉也蛮不错的...嘻嘻~~^^ 喝饱了, 就出发去海边了…好期待哦~~^^ 不懂过了多久,终于抵达了海边…满心欢喜的下车, 打算去厕所换衣服, 可是, 它的厕所超肮脏的…很倒胃…=.=” 我们几个就在车旁换裤子, 包括男生也是酱…=.=” 可是, 我还得换上半身的, 唉~~没办法啦, 那是唯一的厕所, 唯有硬着头皮啦…换好了衣服, 就走去沙滩, 放下东西开始玩水…^^ 原以为会玩降落伞和香蕉船, 可不懂做么没玩哦…告诉你们, 降落伞真的很爽, 把你拉上去, 在空中展望陆地的景色, 真的很美, 很爽…如果在Redang, 应该会更爽…^^

天色已暗了, 打算冲凉去吃晚餐了, 可是却找不到冲凉房…好不容易找到了, 可是却不让我们冲澡, 他说如果我们order东西吃可以借我们厕所, 可是前提是不可以冲凉…怎么办?!?!整身黏黏的, 难道要酱子去弯子角?!?!没办法啦, 不可以冲澡, 换衣服总比没换来得好…进去了, 随便的把脚洗干净, 再随意把脸和手冲干净就换上干净的衣服…可是, 外面却有人敲门, 还打算要用钥匙开门…wtf…当我开门, 他要我向外面排队的人说对不起, ok, 是我不对, 霸占厕所酱久…说了对不起, 他还要我去柜台还RM50…他妈的…他说我在里面冲凉wor, 那我就和他理论, 我并没有冲凉, 只是洗脚…可是他却坚持要我还, 我就很不爽了…离开了厕所, 回去就自己灌自己…哈~~喝完整瓶skol感觉有点wing wing的…我想应该是醉了…哈哈~~过后就酱子去走夜市, 感觉好奇怪, 可我还可以走直线…哈~~不完全是醉了…=P

过后就去弯子角吃晚餐, 那时已是10点多了, 可以说是supper吧~~不懂吃些什么好, 就叫了蚵煎…味道是不错啦, 可是蚵煮得太老了…=P 吃饱了, 到处走走拍照…过后还说要去Auto City喝酒…=.=” 可最后还是回家去了…^^

第二天, 起身后就出发到槟岛开始我们的旅程…of course, 我们得吃饱饱才可以开始一整天的活动…那Jason带我们去吃早餐, 那里的环境很不错, 食物也很好吃…^^ 好了, 吃饱喝足了, 就出发到我们的第一站-极乐寺…^^ 在那里戏耍了一番, 又到令一个地方-Butterfly Farm…里面有很多蝴蝶, 除了蝴蝶还有其他的昆虫…我们就在那里一直拍照, 戏耍…嘻嘻~~^^ 我还从ZiHan手中把蝴蝶弄到我手指…感觉好奇怪, 它的脚在我手指动下动下, 有点geli…哈哈~~想把它传给别人, 可是没有人想要…幸好Nick来’救’我, 可是哦…我越想把它弄走, 它就捉的越紧, 越来越geli了…最后我把它给甩开了…=.=”

好了, 是时候离开蝴蝶公园到Bukit Tambun吃海鲜…哈~我的最爱~~^^ Jason order了好多菜肴哦, 有甘香啦啦, 宫保赖尿虾, 芙蓉蛋, 炸苏东, 椒盐赖尿虾, 蚵煎和炒菜胆…而压轴的是烤螃蟹…erm…可是哦, 我还是比较喜欢炒螃蟹…虽然烤螃蟹可以保持它的原汁原味, 可是他好像烤的太老了…不大好吃…=P 呼~那一餐大家都吃得好饱哦…哈哈~~吃饱了, 他们打算喝一杯…可我们那辆车的人并不想去, 就买了12瓶skol回家喝…哈哈~~不懂我走什么霉运, 玩游戏一直输, 一直被罚…唉~~虽然有人帮我顶, 可我还是喝了两瓶半的skol…超衰的…过后大家都饿了, 就去supper咯…^^ 回家后, 大家都累了, 都睡了…可我, 却睡不着…因为太热了, 加上有蚊子叮我…呜呜~~起身换个位子, 躺在地板, 翻来覆去的, 还是睡不着…=.=” 最后还是算了吧, 坐起身, 可是却吓到Alex…真paiseh…除了他, 还吓到Lester, Banana和CheeHao…真的真的很不好意思…=P Alex还把他的位子让给我睡…

第三天, 又玩水了…这次我们去Bukit Merah…^^ 出发前, 我们就在高渊吃早餐…那里的laksa很好吃哦…yumyum~~^^ 大概半小时的车程就到Bukit Merah…买了入场票, 就进去换衣服开始玩水了…^^ 其实那里的设施还蛮少的, 可我们还是很开心…嘻嘻~~4点多, 要离开了, 因为Banana他们要赶回去PJ…而晚餐, 我们就在太平的百龄茶室解决…

过后, 我们就回去高渊…休息一会儿, 又出去了, 去吃螃蟹粥…可是哦, 我们却跑去买酒了…zadao…买了一瓶Bacardi Lemon…=.=” 买了酒才甘愿去吃粥…哈哈~~erm…那粥, 我觉得是稀饭而不是粥…它的做法应该是接到order才用饭加水再放几只螃蟹去煮…嘻嘻~~吃饱了, 迫不及待回家去喝酒…哈哈~~还是一样, 玩游戏, 输的要喝酒…唉~~我还是一样很倒霉, 输很多, 幸好他们都有帮我喝…^^ 很快的, 整瓶Bacardi完了…他们就到外面抽烟去, 而我也去鸡婆…他们问我要不要抽, 可我拒绝了, 虽然我很好奇那是什么滋味, 可是就不要…过后我们又继续玩牌…=P 玩到3点多才睡…

最后一天, 大家睡到很晚才起身…哈哈~~4天的旅程快要结束了, 大略的收拾后就离开ZiHan的家…而大家的钱包都空了, 就到处找ATM, 可是很多都out of service…zadao… 没办法啦, 唯有填饱肚子再继续咯…原本打算去吃牛肉河粉, 可是他星期二休息…唉…无缘…那就算啦, 叫别的…吃饱过后就回家去, 可是途中经过某间银行, 那就打算试试看…就在那时, 我开门, 发生了些意外…唉~真衰…=.=” 还要麻烦ZiHan的爸来谈判…唉~~真的真的很不好意思…麻烦到大家了…orz

好了, 全部settle了, 就回家去…不用两小时就到金宝, 好快哦…哈哈~~

一瞬间

2008-09-27T00:17:00.003+08:00

开心与否就只在刹那之间，
几分钟之前，你可能是全世界最开心的一个人；
可是几分钟后，你也有可能是最伤心的一个人。。。
刚刚在我还没下楼之前，我的心情是很不错的，
因为明天就要去旅行了。。。
可是下楼过后，心情立刻大转变。。。
由开心小太阳变成伤心小乌云。。。
发生什么事，我不想公开，
只是很想叹气，大喊为什么。。。

之前我还在犹豫，到底要不要转course，
留在PJ，不要回来金宝。。。
现在我有了答案，那就是我不想回来，
想继续留在PJ。。。
别人常说home sweet home，
的确，家里是最温暖，最甜蜜的。。。
可是在我的观点，一直待在家里，
家，永远都不会变成我口中的home sweet home...
当我离开了家，才会挂念家里的一切；
可当我回家了，就会嫌这嫌那，
我是不是很矛盾呢？！
我不懂。。。
老实说，我的性格，是不喜欢被人管，
可我家的两老偏喜欢管我；
我不喜欢被念，可是妈却喜欢念我；
我喜欢自由，去这去那儿，
可是妈却什么都不准。。。
有时候想去个地方，都要想好几个理由，
想到头破了，说到口水都干了，
她还是不准，不可以。。。
这就是为什么我不想回来金宝，而想继续留在PJ的原因。。。
我不懂我这样做是对还是错，
只是，我不想再听到不准，不可以。。。
还有碎碎念。。。
可能大家会觉得我很不孝吧，
可是我就是不想再留在这里了。。。
想早日毕业，离开金宝，做一只自由的鸟。。。
自由的在空中翱翔。。。